Black clouds gradually occupied the white-ish sky. The strong odour of soil rose profusely, rushed into the nose. Winds started to blow, gently caressed the green beautiful leaves on the trees along the streets.

It’s raining!

I tried to catch the clear waterdrops from God falling down… They fell into my hands, melted, passes through the hands, and disappeared. Knowing that they are something that couldn’t be kept, why the hell did I even try to hold them back?

I hadn’t felt relaxed for so long… I had been surrounded by the thick four walls of the room all summer long, which made me go insane.

I’m a doctor. Furthermore, a psychiatrist.

My life is all about living inside that hospital, capturing myself inside the department always full of mental patients. This place has given me not only precious experiences, but also terrifying ones. But I love my current job. Because here, there’s no cry, no pain, no guilty conscience, no hatred, no envy, no hurting each other. A world completely opposite to that frenzied world outside.

Here, all I see is an amusingly silent and peaceful atmosphere. Such innocent smiles of middle-aged patients… Childlike sayings… Strangely cute thoughts… Big laughters from people who don’t even know why they’re laughing… And even screams, when all the pain from the past rushes back and tortures those unfortunate people…

“Hello? HyunSeung? Come back to Earth please!” - DooJoon patted my shoulder and laughed out loud. He is a pediatrician, and is also my best friend since childhood. DooJoon is tall, handsome, manly, he was born in a rich family. Moreover, he is a good doctor afterall. It is so obvious that many girls have a crush on him. But what matters is that he has fallen for noone. Aishhh… Why am I describing him like a noble lady ==” I really want to puke right now. Seriously, what has gotten into me?

“Dr. Jang! Dr. Jang!” - A pale, panicking and out-of-breath nurse Jung ran to me, interrupted my train of thought - “We have a problem, Doctor… Yong JunHyung… He’s… He’s nowhere to be found!”

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Gosh I think this chapter is wayyyy too short :(

I'll try make the second one longer :)