It was a sunny day when Infinite has their day off. YaDong had a date in the park near their dorm, while Woohyun went to somewhere with other ’91 lines, and.. Unfortunately, Sunggyu had to leave his-extremely-adorable-boyfriend, Sungjong, as he needed to go to the studio, working on his self-composed song. MyungYeol couple kindly decided to stay at the dorm, accompanying their magnae, since Sungjong really hate being all alone. To kill the boredom, they’re watching episode 162 of Running Man where Myungsoo and Sunggyu appeared on the show..

“ Eunji said she likes Sunggyu~~” Gary sang, teased Eunji.

“ Hyung, look at him! So calm. Look at him..” Haha called Gary while pointed his finger to Infinite’s leader who was sitting beside the window.

“ I’ll think about it,” Sunggyu said with his kinda-pompous-look.

Myungsoo and Sungyeol glanced at the magnae, they could feel the jealousy in Sungjong’s eyes..

“ Jong-ie?” Sungyeol called the latter gently. Their magnae was staring at the television with his subtle expression, yet the envy could be seen clearly in his eyes.

“ Tch! What will he think about, huh?!” the magnae grumbled.

“ I’ve tried to remind him of you, though..” Myungsoo said.

“ I know, Hyung..” Sungjong replied his hyung with a slight smile. He tried his best to fake the smile, but the anger was burning his heart.

They continued watching the show and then came the scene where Haha handed out some candies to Girl’s Day’s member..

“ It’s from our heart~” Sunggyu informed the girls, making Sungjong frowned.

“ What? So, now his heart is a candy factory or something?!” the magnae commented harshly.

The couple beside him cringed as they looked at each other, didn’t know what to do also what to say. Their magnae got jealous quiet easily, especially when Sunggyu was flirting with girl group’s members. Sungjong just couldn’t help but feel the jealousy whenever Sunggyu appeared on a show with girl group’s members. He tried to believe in his lover, but somehow, he couldn’t restrain those jealousy..

It was him who confessed to his eldest hyung. It was him who waited for Sunggyu to realize his feeling. It was him who always get jealous. It was him who always approach the leader. Sunggyu rarely said that he loved Sungjong. He never got jealous, even when Sungjong was flirting around with some guys on purpose. Even now when they’ve been dating for almost a year, not once Sunggyu had kissed his lips, it always been his cheeks or his forehead. He just couldn’t help but doubt his lover’s heart. Sunggyu was a straight man at first, before he eventually dated Sungjong. That’s why the younger couldn’t be cool about thing related to flirting and so on.

The show kept continuing, and it was the scene where Eunji about to fly in the blob jump..

“ Oppa is sorry!!” Sunggyu yelled to the girl.

“ What? Oppa? He called himself oppa? What a joke!” Sungjong said sarcastically.

His expression was change. It’s not his subtle-look anymore, his anger seemed to reach its limit. His face was red and so was his eyes. His feeling was undescribable. There was mostly jealousy in his heart, but there was also dissapointment and sadness..

“ Today’s our first day together, isn’t it?!” Sunggyu yelled once again, and this words made Sungjong snapped. He threw away the remote to the television harshly as anger was completely had its control over him.

MyungYeol couple tried to avoid some trouble, since their magnae tended to realease his anger towards something or someone, but they didn’t want to see their magnae’s sorrow, so they tried to calm the younger..

“ Jong-ah, are you okay?” Myungsoo asked as he tapped the younger’s shoulder gently. The latter stared at his hyung for a few second, then grabbed Myungsoo’s arm, making the two older boys confused. And the next moment.. KRAUK!

“ AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!” Myungsoo was yelling because of pain. Out of nowhere, Sungjong bit his hand strongly and for a long time.

Sungyeol was panicked as he pulled Myungsoo’s arm..

“ Jong-ah! Stop it! You hurt him!!” Sungyeol scoffed to the magnae, then took a look at his lover’s injured hand.

After leaving his teeth mark and also bruise on Myungsoo’s hand, Sungjong glared at the two, then stomped his feet, and headed to his room in rage. The couple looked at each other in both fear, confusion, and worry..

“ Is that hurt?” Sungyeol asked.

“ Of course..” Myungsoo answered as he hissed lowly.

“ I never thought he would bite you..” the choding said.

“ Me too. But, well, it’s his habit to realease his anger to something or rather.. Someone..” the latter said, lowered his head, still holding his hand.

The two fell silent for a second, before the choding said..

“ Guess, Gyu-hyung will die once he get home,” he said to his lover.

“ Maybe..” the visual paused, “ Yeol, don’t you think we need to check on Jong-ie’s condition?” he continued as his face showed his concern for their magnae.

“ We can do that later when he has cooled down. You don’t want him to bite you again, right?”

“ But..” Myungsoo couldn’t finish his sentence since some noise came frome their dorm’s entrance.

“ Guys~~ I’m home~” Woohyun’s voice could be heard and the next moment, the greasy boy was already in the living room.

“ Uhm, maybe we can let Woohyun checks on Jong-ie..” Sungyeol whispered to his lover as a wide grin appeared on his face.

“ Sound like a good idea,” Myungsoo replied without a second thought as the same wide grin plastered on his handsome face.

“ Aish.. Go get a room, boys!” Woohyun mocked at the two as he thought the couple was whispering sweet nothing.

“ Ah! Where’s Jong-ie, anyway?” the cheesy boy asked.

“ He’s in his room, Hyung,” Myungsoo answered.

“ He said he doesn’t feel well,” Sungyeol added the little black white lie.

“ Eh? Really? Is he okay?” Woohyun asked, full of worry.

“ Well, maybe you should check on him, Hyung,” Sungyeol said with his cute gummy smile.

“ Okay~” the main vocal completedly fell right into the couple’s trap, then walked towards Hoya, Dongwoo, and Sungjong’s shared bedroom.

*knock knock*

“ Jong-ah~” Woohyun sang cheerfully as he opened the door, but then he closed it immediately right after seeing the view inside the room. He rushed to the living room right away and yelled at MyungYeol couple who was sitting comfortably in the sofa..

:” YA!! YOU SAID HE’S SICK!!”

“ Uhm.. It’s true, though..” Myungsoo said lowly.

“ What? He doesn’t seem like he was sick! He’s too healthy to strangle that poor Gyu-bear!!” Woohyun exclaimed.

Well, the view which Woohyun saw inside the room was Sungjong was torturing Gyu-bear, his cute and fluffy white bear plushie, then he glared at Woohyun straight away when the boy was peeking inside the room. He sweared, he could see some murdering aura around the magnae. That’s why the greasy boy changed his mind from entering the room. He didn’t want to have the same fate with the doll..

“ Err.. He’s sick.. In his heart..” Sungyeol mumbled.

“ Geez..” Woohyun stared at the two guys with his lazy gaze.

“ Now, tell me what happened,” the main vocal said as he took a seat in the sofa.

“ Uhm.. It’s Gyu-hyung..” the couple answered in unison.

“ Hah? What did he do?” Woohyun asked. Right the moment MyungYeol was about to tell the story, another loud noise came from the entrance, and YaDong couple entered the living room with their lovey-dovey aura..

“ Hey, guys~” Dongwoo smiled brightly.

“ Where’s the magnae?” Hoya questioned as Sungjong was nowhere to be found.

“ I’m sure you don’t wanna know where he is and you better let him alone for awhile..” Woohyun advised.

“ Hah? What do you mean?” Dongwoo and Hoya was puzzled.

“ He’s in your room, Hyung,” Myungsoo said.

“ And?” the couple looked at the three in curiosity.

“ And, probably he’s torturing or even killing Gyu-bear now..” Sungyeol answered.

“ Eh? It’s been a long time since Gyu-hyung made him angry by forgetting his birthday last month, isn’t it? What has happened?” the main dancer stared the three boys, demanding an answer.

“ We watched Running Man earlier, the one where Sunggyu-hyung and Myung-ie appeared. Then, there were some scene that showed Gyu-hyung was flirting with some girls and it makes our magnae angry..” the choding explained.

“ Is that all?” the dino asked innocently.

“ Hyung, you know that Jong-ie really hates it when Gyu-hyung flirts with some other guys and moreover with girls, don’t you? It drives him to the wall,” Hoya said.

“ Ah, I forgot about it. Hahaha,” Dongwoo laughed dryly, as the others stared at him.

“ So, it’s better for us to let him alone till he cooled down. Don’t disturb him until, at least, Gyu-hyung comes back..”

***

Night had come, the five boys was eating their dinner while Sungjong still locked himself in the room. The hyungs was worried to death because their magnae hadn’t eat anything since afternoon..

“ We need to call him,” Woohyun stated.

“ But, I don’t think he cooled down already. He always sulks for a quiet long time..” Sungyeol said.

“ Last time I tried to ask if he’s okay, he bit my hand..” Myungsoo informed.

“ But, he needs to eat!” Woohyun exclaimed.

“ What should we do, then?” Dongwoo asked.

“ Uhm, maybe we can check on him together. To see if he has cooled down..” Hoya suggested.

“ Okay..”

The boys walked towards the room hesitantly, but they stopped their steps right in front of the door..

“ I got a bad feeling about this..” Sungyeol mumbled.

“ Me too..” Dongwoo agreed.

“ But, we have to see his condition,” Woohyun said firmly as he grabbed the door’s knob.

Woohyun was about to open the door, just then a pair of hand shocked the boys by giving them a big hug, making them screamed out loud..

“ What are you doing, guys?” the owner of the hands asked.

“ GYAAAAAAAAA!!!!” the five almost fell down on the floor, fortunately they didn’t.

They glared at the intruder, only to be greeted by a gleeful smile. Yea, it was no other than Kim Sunggyu, their beloved leader..

“ Hyung! You scared us to death!!” the boys protested.

“ Hahaha.. I’m sorry.. I didn’t mean to..” Sunggyu said, chuckling.

“ You better save that sorry for Jong-ie, Hyung..” Woohyun said with his narrowed-eyes.

“ Ah, since now you’re here.. Guess, we don’t need to check on him. You can do it instead of us..” Sungyeol said.

“ Eh? What happened? Where’s he??” the hamster asked innocently.

“ He’s there..” Hoya answered as he pointed the room behind them, then continued, “ And ask yourself about what has happened..” and he walked away, followed by his lovely dino.

“ Eh?”

“ Fighting, Hyung~ I hope you still alive tommorow..” the choding said with his wide gummy smile, patted the older’s shoulder, then left with his Myung-ie.

“ Hah??” Sunggyu looked at Woohyun, the only one left, in confusion, making the younger boy let out a sigh.

“ You and your flirtation got him jealous, that’s all I can say..” with that Woohyun left the leader dumbfounded in front of the magnae’s door.

Sunggyu was left alone now, he tried to understand what Woohyun had said, and then slowly, he opened the door..

“ Jong..” he stopped his words as he saw the younger boy was sitting on the floor with a hammer in his hand. The boy was hitting something with the hammer and it’s just happened to be a voodoo doll with Sunggyu’s name on it.

“ Oh my God.. I’m screwed..” Sunggyu thought. He didn’t know when did Sungjong get that voodoo doll and he didn’t even know where did the magnae buy it or who has gave it.. He swallowed, then took a step and walked towards his lover..

“ Jong-ah..” he tapped the younger’s shoulder. Sungjong turned his head and he gave the older a blank stare. It was scarier than a death glare. The latter only had that blank stare whenever he was extremely angry..

“ J-jong..?”

The magnae grabbed the latter’s hand, pulled the older boy ‘till the boy was lying on the floor, then sat on top of Sunggyu. His hands was circling on Sunggyu’s neck, nearly strangled the older..

“ Why did you do that?” Sungjong interrogated.

“ What do you mean?” the older was puzzled. He knew that his lover was jealous, but he just couldn’t remember when he did that flirtation Woohyun mentioned earlier..

“ Too bad, wrong answer,” the younger said lowly, then he moved his left hand and pinched the older over and over, made Sunggyu yelled, out of pain.

“ Auw!! Please, stop it, Jong!!” Sunggyu pleaded, but Sungjong ignored him and continued pinching and hitting his body. He sighed, than inhaled a deep breath and stopped his whining, knowing it was useless.

“ Listen.. I’m really sorry that I make you angry like this.. But, can you tell me what happened?” Sunggyu said gently. The magnae’s hand movement stopped and Sungjong stared at his lover’s eyes with his teary one.

“ How can you still ask me what happened?..” Sungjong muttered and his tears started flowing down.

Seeing his lover was now crying, Sunggyu encircled his hand around the younger’s frame and patted Sungjong’s back..

“ Sssh.. Don’t cry..” Sunggyu tried to calm the younger, but it’s only make Sungjong cried even louder..

“ Jong.. Don’t cry.. You can hit me if you want.. You can punch me, pinch me, or slap me.. But, please.. Don’t be like this..” the leader spoke gently, still hugging the younger.

“ It’s always like this!! How could you flirt with those girls while you have me? Am I not good enough for you?!!” Sungjong exclaimed as he punched Sunggyu’s chest weakly. He couldn’t let out his anger like he did earlier whenever his beloved hamster hugged him and soothing him like that. He just can’t..

“ Hey.. You know that I’m not good with expressing my feeling, right?” the older paused, “ It’s not that I don’t love you or you’re not good enough for me.. I just can’t tell what I feel towards someone I really love.. I can say those things easily to them, because I don’t feel anything.. You know that, right?”

“ I don’t know! I can’t understand that!! I’m not as good as you thing, you know! I always been worried over you! I don’t know whether you really love me or you just pitied me!! You never kissed me! You never held my hands if I didn’t hold yours first!! It was me who confessed to you and you’re a straight guy before! I can’t help myself but keep worrying over it! How can I know what you feel if you never tell me?!!”

“ Okay.. I’m sorry that I make you feel insecure, Jong-ah.. But, I’m not Myungsoo and Sungyeol who can always say ‘I love you’ everytime.. And I can’t be like YaDong couple who can always be lovey-dovey all the time.. I’m just Kim Sunggyu, the stupid and boring leader of Infinite who can’t express his feeling.. Yet you have to know that the one I love is you.. Only you, Lee Sungjong. Even I never hold your hands or kiss you.. It doesn’t mean that I don’t love you. It’s just that I love you too much till I’m scared. You know what? I always feel dissapointed because I can’t share a bedroom with you. I’m afraid that I’ll end up hurting you.. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to control myself if we share a room together..” Sunggyu spoke all those thing that he’d been keeping in his heart and he was blushing really hard when he talked. Sungjong was blushing as well while listening to his lover’s words.

“ So.. Initially, you wanted to share a bedroom with me, Hyung?” Sungjong asked innocently as he stared at his lover with his puppy-eyes.

“ I love you, Lee Sungjong. And you’re the best for me, arra?” Sunggyu said with a smile, avoid to answer the question, as he looked deeply into his lover’s eyes, before he leaned to capture the latter’s lips.

“ My first kiss..” Sungjong mumbled as he touched his lips with his own hand, smiling cutely with a tint of red covered his cheeks.

“ It’s OURS, Jong..” the leader said, ruffling the younger’s hair gently. The younger beamed in happiness, then snuggled into Sunggyu’s chest and hugged the older tightly.

“ Don’t you ever doubt my love again, okay? Or else, I’m going to prove my love for you in my own way..”

***

In what way, Sunggyu-ya~~

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