“Hey, wake up.... Oh Sehun-ssi. Wake uupp~” i heard a lady voice calling my name

My eyes is opened slowly, i start to see that lady face in front of me. Her hair is so thick and black then the wind blow her hair then the sunlight that came towards her face makes her more beautiful. I wake up at the hill that full of a soft green grass and one big tree that makes this place so fresh and cool.

That lady is sit right beside me, looking towards the bright blue sky. I closed my eyes but not sleeping, i enjoyed the calmness in here. I never enjoyed this beautiful place in my whole life, plus, this lady is came again and accompany me again. I don’t know what she want but i guess she accompany me so i’m not feeling so lonely

“oh sehun-ssi” said the beautiful lady

I just stay quite and still closed my eyes

“this is the last day” she said again

“jeongmal?” i said calmly and looked at her

“yes, i’ve been to long here”

“you’re........not going back, don’t you?” i asked and sit right by her side

“no” she said then lay her head on my shoulder

“you, never changed. Well, you should be back and never meet me again”

“i.... can’t leave you. To be honest, i want to be with you”

“no one can replace you, you know that” i said

We’re in silence somehow and that lady is closed her eyes, her soft face and smooth white skin, her red lips and her thick black hair. I cant quantify how beautiful this lady is.

I don’t know how long we’re in the silence. But i feel this silence is make us become one, i felt very calm. That lady gets up and stand in front of me then she reached her hand to me like she was saying “let’s go home”

“no, i can’t, today is a special day” i said

“this is the last one” she said and smile

“i want you go home in peace. I know you’re not a bad person”

“you never changed. Okay then, don’t you regret about it kay! Oh Sehun-ssi! Annyeong!” said that lady with her sweetest smile

Slowly that smile is gone, my eyes starts to opened for real. All i can see now is my bedroom roof that only shine a one lamp. I just realize that i just really wake up from my sleep. The one who distrub my sleep is my alarm

Then i wake up and see the clock, it’s already 10 o’clock. I immediately go for a bath and wear my white shirt and my black tuxedo, dressed up like i want go to somewhere important nor elegant place. I go downstairs, but in the middle of the stairs, i see a photo frame of that beautiful lady that i met before, hanging in the wall. When i go downstairs i meet a young lady that her face is kinda looked same with me and she’s seems eating her breakfast.

“Sehun oppa, you want to go now?” asked her

“ah, yeah. I guess i already late. I’m going then. See you” i said then going off to the front door

“see you” shout her

I never use my car to go to that place. Well, the distance is not far away enough from my house, i want to go somewhere else first by the way. Then i take my bus to go there. Within a 10mins, i arrived at the shop that full decorated with a lots of pretty flowers. I was quite amazed to this shop. There’s a lot of a colorful flowers, but i already choose the flower that i wanted. Its a Black Rose, its that beautiful lady favorite rose. She said that this Black Rose is her friend, its born but not a lot of people want it, this is a beautiful rose, if someone want to take care of it, she bet that someone didn’t want it to die. And she hopes like hat too.

But her wish is come true, i don’t want to leave her until now. I buy a bouquet of Black Rose to give it to her. I walked again to that beautiful lady place, and bought a bouquet of Black Rose too. Finally, i arrived at that beautiful lady place, i walk through that place, the scenery in there is only a gravestone and a thin stick that used for them to pray. I see my right and left, the gravestone is lined up neatly, there’s a lot of people come to pray their family or friends. Well, this place is a place that human with no soul placed, and.......... this is that beautiful lady place.

I stand at one of the gravestone and some flowers, i guess someone is already come to see her. I give the bouquet of Black Rose to her and pray. There’s a named on the gravestone and it said “ Oh Taeyeon “.  Yup, its was that beautiful lady’s name. She’s my wife. Today is our 3rd year wedding anniversary, and the time that Taeyeon died. She died when we sworn promise in front of people. She died with a really happy face.

She spend her life in the hospital because of her illness that undermine her body. I know that her life is not long anymore but in the first time i met her she’s so beautiful and have a kind heart. That’s why i fall in love at the first sight

I want her to be happy too in her last life time. She can have her own happly ever after story too. She’s 5years older than me, of course i met her at the hospital when i broken my left hand affected by construction. I spend many unforgettable days with her.

She still kind, for this 3 years she was accompany me in my every dream and make my dream is always be a good dream. But she said today was the last, so she never shown up again in my dream. But she’s been too long too  for accompany me, i hope she had her peace in there

“the last one huh? What a clumsy lady” i said and take cigarette

Have a peace life in there Kim Taeyeon, you never being replaced. The lady that always shown up in my every nightdream. I swear i never married another woman again because you are the one and only my wife, Oh Taeyeon-ssi