a/n: Inspired by the very deep lyrics of Symptoms.. too much angst in that short but powerful song (and I love it). This will also be my first JongKey centric fic (I do write about them but only in the sidelines) just because Jonghyun wrote the lyrics (but if I would still push my nonexistent pairing, I’d go with OnGyu XD)

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Decided to give this story a shot at a contest ^^ 

Submitted this to S E A S O N S Writing Contest! 

Prompt: “Emotions… aren’t something that can change by forcing it.”