Dear,

" I wanna quit. Due to my health condition. If I go much far I'm scared that it will make you more hurt. As I hold the pain, I could endure it. I couldn't take a look if you guys cry as see me sick. It's better for me to live this world as a normal person. I'm not more idol. At these long period you see me as idol. I'm proud I have been along this entertainment world. I learn something. As time flies, I'm changed"

It's better be aware first before see everything crushed down because of me.

All the effort and time gone might seen useless but this the fate that I should go through.

I can feel how hard to changed from such chaotic path in my life to become normal.

I learn enough.

Being tough in a rough.

People believe in me as I believe in them.

All the fate is state by the God.

Am I as the God slave should do as He say.

Maybe at the first it will hard.

With all the pray from you guys can change it away.

Health is still the wealth.

No matter how much popular are you without good health it is meaningless.

The pain I still can endure it.

I can endure.

It pain.

Too much pain. 

Leaving all the happiness like this.

Seeking for the another light.

Luckily, I'm still young.

Young People.

Whatever people thinks.

I hope this is the best way.

God know the best.

What if I still in it.

With bad condition of health.

I will be the disturbing.

Overcome my health problem first.

Love family first.

Breathing well.

I want my world.

Conquered alone. 

See me as you guys.

I'm a person too.

Hello.

Throw back the memories.

I'm glad enough.

Traveled around the world.

See KissMe.

Is the best.

Hopefully, hyungs doing well with the next album.

Hyungs, Fighting.

I will fly now to the real world.

Annyeonghaseyo.

-Shin Dong Ho-

*as I wrote this, I might be lacked some where *

Sorry.

P/S: This is world. Up side down. Me is still me.