Why
Aniyo
I watch you cry into the soft flesh of your arm .
You cry harder then you've ever cried in your life.
I watch you from the doorway not saying a thing.
My stomach dropping into a pit of sorrow.
Your body crying into now the feathery pillow .
As I watch, I just stare now, no sorrow because I knew they would not approve.
Mother and Father wanting the perfect child, sadly not getting what they wanted.
Snapped out of my daze as your cry harder.
Slowly crawling into your sorrow end filled room , pity that they made you this way.
Holding your sobbing body and cradling your head lovely .
"Why" you choked out in a raspy whisper.
" Because I love you" I answered .
You cried harder but this time with some slight hope into it .
You arms reaching out for a hug , and then touching my built frame.
Shaking is all I feel from you.
Hugging back as you try to stop crying, but failing miserably.
Pulling back and moving your hair out of the way with a small faint smile on your lips.
You just stare at me with confusion and sorrow , but slowly turns into a leveling smile that I knew so well.
Sighing softly I rub circles into your back .
Whispering slowly , words of hope and want.
I was told love was in different forms, love is love, not to be hated .
Your happiness will come to you no matter what form they are in .
Laying down with your small frame leaning close to mine.
"why" you whisper with more hate into your voice then I've ever heard .
" They don't know you or the love of you " I whisper silently but loud enought for you to hear .
Your head touches my shoulder and I rap my arms around you slowly.
I watch you smile and I smile back .
Your eyes so puffy and red , making your pretty pale face into an ugly red.
So ugly that it makes my heart drop into pieces .
I brush small pieces of hair out of your face , and watch your eyes fall heavy .
Eyes twitching here and there .
Slowly I follow your path.
As the light shined into the room ,small groans of hate fill the room .
Rolling over only to fine the other side empty.
A hand touches where you were last night.
My eyes falling softly and watery , a small frown upon my face.
Not hearing the door open , I wipe my face slowly .
I look up and see your small frame hugging my bigger frame , with a small smile and a chuckle from me .
Leaning my forehead to yours.
" The only ruby I need is you to shine my dull life"
"only because I love you"
Your hands clasp onto mine.
MIne follow .
I pull you down and you start to laugh more brightly then you did the other night.
Your pale face Turing into a happy smile of red , not an ugly sorrow red.
I want to make you forget .
YOur friends and I are the only love you'll ever need in this town of sorrow
Your mother and father clearly didn't like your love style , but oh we'll , I was there to fix it .
like I said : " Becuase I love you and that's all that matters in the world to me"
You smiled up at me and giggled.
"Why"
I stared and start to chuckle at you.
Giggles and chuckles soon turned into howling forms of laughter .
laying side by side , bigger hands clasping onto smaller ones.
pulling you close and snuggling into the blankets.
"I only want you to be my side"
This time I looked at you and grinned
"why"
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