It's now been four years and life has changed , alot .

So I'm here now at the airport with my step-family getting ready to leave for my flight .

" Amy , you'll be fine " My step appa reassured

What he's talking about is me being nervous going back to Seoul .

That's what everyone says but what if someone notices me ? Ugh , I hope it works out....

" Unnie , Yoseob will never know " Jill replied

Jill , is my younger step-sister that knows what happened to me and why I lefted . We kept it a secret but I decided to tell step-appa and step-eomma .

I look different now . My name is changed , my hair is dyed , style changed , and personality ... just hidden under my fake one .

 This is me now ^^

I hugged Jill tightly . She knew what it was like to have love broken since her boyfriend was taken from her since his parents didn't like her and forced him to date someone else and it crushed her heart .

" Next flight to Seoul , Korea plane A117 " the loud speaker replied

I broke the hug and smiled .

" I gonna miss you ... anyway I have to go they just called my plane , bye Jill , bye eomma and appa "

" Bye" they all chanted

I took one last glance at them and left to my plane ....

I sat in my seat and sighed

I wonder what Yoseob's like now ? Is he wreck ? Is he okay or healthy ? Does ... he ..have someone and ... forgot me ? ...... Has Korea forgotten my name or actions ? Am I left to dust ?..... Yoseob please wait .... wait for me .....

I shook my thoughts off and relaxed , and soon relaxing turned into dreaming , which was wondering about Korea from 4 years ago and what it would be like now ....

20 hours later~

I'm here . I'm finally here . After the long wait , which was 4 years ... I'm finally back . Back to where it statred . Seoul,Korean... My actual home ..........

I called a taxi to me to my new house that my appa bought me .

 I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw the house

I was excited . Still in shock .

Anyway today was the day I searched for Yoseob . I went inside the house ( step appa gave me the keys before I lefted ) and went to find the shower , and when I did ... my eyes widened as I gasped in total shock .

 

 I shook my head and remember my plan so I quickly took a shower and did my hair

Hairstyle

 

Make-up

 

   

 

 

 

 

Outfit :

  

 

 

 

 

Anyway I went to the club which was completely filled with people , especially girls . Besides that I was searching for Yoseob since he usually goes here when he's a wreck . I got thirsty after searching for him for 30 minutes already . I felt like giving up but I just had to relax before I stress myself out for thinking wrong . I sat at the bar and deeply inhaled and exhaled before ordering ... 

" Piña Colada please " I replied to the bar tender

" Sure " the bar tender smiled " So I haven't seen you til' now ... are you new to Seoul or Korea ? "

" Both " I giggled

" Well you must not know what today is , and why so many girls are here " he replied

" No , I don't , why ? "I questioned

" Today is where b2st preforms at this club and give a prayer to a girl that died a long time ago " he explained " It was pretty harsh since one of the b2st members dated her and he's been sad ever since but now he likes this very pretty girl named Bae Suzy "

" Wow , I never knew "

" Well here's your drink and it's on me " he smiled handing me my drink

" thanks  " I smiled " What's your name ? "

" Kim Ja-seop , but call me AJ " he smiled " And Yours ? "

 Kim Ja-seop .... AJ .... hmm... sounds familiar but I don't know from where though

" Lim Amy " I smiled

" Nice meet you Amy "

" You too "

" My pleasure "

" So AJ , tell me more about b2st " I beamed " And whose the member that dated the girl "

" The guy that dated her was ------"

" AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BBBBBBB222222222SSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTT " All the girls squealed

" Well here they are now " AJ yelled over the girls screaming

I looked back to see 6 guys walking through a sea of fan girls making it to the club's stage . They each grabbed a  mic of their own and began to speak .

" Annyeonghaseyo SO B2ST~ We're B2st ibmida " They all replied together and bowed

" Does anyboby know why we're here ? " One of them questioned

" Neh~ " Nearly the entire club replied agreeing to unknown man's question

" Then what is it ? " Another one of them replied

" Woo Yuna's date of death , she was Yoseob's girlfriend that committed suicide after the courts disapprovel of her and Yoseob oppa's realationship " one girl in the club shouted loudly as others gasp since some never knew about the horrible incident

Holy ...

Hearing my real name , my 4 year old sad dramatic yet fake accident made my heart burn as tears threatened to roll down my face which would turn into a full fit of crying making eye water's Declaration of Independce .

Today... was my fake funeral anniversary ... I though people wouldn't remember me , my name , or my plan BUT... I WAS WRONG ... which means ... Yoseob ... Didn't forget ...

" Now let Yoseob give a prayer to his wonderful girlfriend , Yuna " the 1st unknown guy replied again

Wait a second ... he's here ?!

A saw a guy walk in the middle of the stage , his face , everything about him made me freeze right in my spot looking directly at his face

Black  Shiny hair

Huge Sparkly Eyes

Cute Small Nose

Chubby Cheeks

And what made him most recognizable , his small cute pink lips

 IT CAN'T BE ...

" Y-Yoseob " I whimpered ready to burst into tears

He got on his knees and looked at the ceiling and began to pray

" Yuna ... It's me ... Yang Yoseob , your hubby speaking ... even though I can't see you face to face but I just want to let you know ... I love You ... I miss you ... I missing seeing your delicate face with that sweet smile that makes my heart melt ... What you did for our love truly means you need me as much as I need you ... I want to thank you *tears roll down his face * for being so loyal to me ... Maybe I can't see you but I know you're watching over me , protecting me and I'm grateful for that .. one day I'll see you again ... and then we can be together just the way you wanted it to be ... til' life or death I'll always love you for you are the only girl in my heart " Yoseob prayed ever so sadly as the rest cried hearing his touching words as they painfully indured them like a stab in the heart

But it was nothing compared to what I felt

I'm sorry...for putting you through this ... I feel so guilty ... I really thought you moved on for the best but you stayed loyal to me all these years ... I missed you so much ... and it kills me for putting you through so much pain for the past 4 years ... its hurts me to see you cry like this for me , praying you could see my face , knowing that I'm watching , but don't know that I'm right here before your eyes ... and I can never forget this moment as you confessed to me thinking I'm in heaven but I'm not ... I so sorry Yoseob for leaving you with so much pain but I had to do it ... and I did it for you .....

As I was mentally crying letting my emotions flow , I never realized that Yoseob , my Yoseob , was sitting right next to me drinking shots after shots after shots after shots . But I guess he saw my expression and was concerned about my mood .

" Are you okay miss ? " he asked with a worried look

I snapped out of my thoughts and faced him . My eys widened and my jaw dropped .

YOSEOB !!!

" Yah Amy what's wrong ? Why are you suddenly acting so weird " AJ questioned

" N-nothing I'm fine Jae-seop , thanks for asking though " I replied still having my full attention to Yoseob

" Is she new AJ ? " Yoseob quickly changed the subject putting his attention on AJ

" Yeah , she's new to Seoul and Korea " Jae-seop simply replied with ease

" Well hello ... I'm Yang Yoseob , what's your name ? " He weakily smiled

" L-lim Amy " I stuttered

" Nice to meet you Amy " he softly replied

" Ja-seop , is he the one that likes that girl named Bae Suzy ? " I questioned turning attention to him with a worried look in my eye

" neh "

*stabs* to my heart

" Oh... " was everything I could say

So he has moved on .... I'm such babo for thinking he would still be there for me ... since he thinks I'm dead ,  he had to move on or he'll stay lonely forever *sigh* if he only knew ...

" So AJ why didn't you invite Kevin ? " Yoseob questioned

Kevin ? you mean Kevin as in my.....

" Yeah I get that he's Yuna's oppa but I don't want him to break down and go completely insane trying to kill himself like last year " Jae-seop replied in worried tone " Sometimes it hurts me to see him like this "

Woo Kevin ... oppa ... *instant mental break down *

" You're right ... but it hurts me that she killed herself for me " Yoseob replied with tears falling down his precious face

I couldn't take the sadness anymore and everything went black ...