Current

During times of chaos and confusion I take solace in the depths of your eyes, but then it’s just another momentary delusion.

“The only constant thing in life is, change.”- Heralictus

The outcome of change has never bothered me in any ways. I had always welcomed every possibility that reality would give me. But when you came, suddenly, change has become a series of miserable and painful experiences. I have been trying to shake it off, this feeling, the feeling of hating these changes brought into my life. I wanted change to be pleasant; I wanted it to fit in every corner of my life. I wanted change to be something happy; I wanted a change that would improve this mundane life of mine.

I wanted that constant change in my life to be, you. And I tried getting a hold of that change. But at the same time, I wanted that change to be like what it was before I met you. I wanted all the misery and pain to be a thing of the past, a moment that never happened.

“For every action, there is always an equal and opposite reaction.”- Newton’s Law

And I know that there would come a time when I would start questioning everything that I believe in, to the point that I would even start questioning every piece of me, that I would not even know who I really am, torn between the façade me and the genuine me. I do not know why I seek that illusion, even when it hurts to the point of denial and insanity.

Flashback

Snowflakes trickles down slowly, lining the ever gray asphalt with the colour white. It looks pristine and magical, creating this disillusionment that everything around is shimmering and sparkling.

While everything looked so peaceful, on the other hand the breeze is a biting predator, it sends chill down your spine whenever it gets in contact with your already cherry colored cheeks.  

What I’m really trying to say is that IT IS ING FREEZING and I’M FROSTBITING TO DEATH.

Thirty minutes have only passed ever since the start of the Math 53 class Chanyeol was taking. If not for the cold season he would be very delighted to listen to his professor babble about numbers and probabilities, but the cold was so bothering that it hurts to even open an eye.

It is like slow death for him, with the excessive cold he was experiencing, he could almost shave himself and make snow cones out of it. It was ing up with his entire being and that is really a wretched feeling. All he wanted to do was laze in bed and maybe sleep or maybe play some games inside the comfort of his warm bedroom. All he could muster to do is look at his watch and let time tick away.

And without even noticing he drifts off to slumber.

“Yoda-ah! Wake up, class is over” a tap comes in contact with his shoulder. He looks up with half-lidded eyes accompanied with a yawn “Huh?”

“Class is over. Get up, let’s grab something to eat” Chanyeol scrambles to get out of his sit to follow his friend. He was so excited to get a warm meal to satiate his lonely and cold soul. He chuckles at that thought and tries to cutie-coax his hyung into buying him a meal.

“Yixing-hyung, it’s so cold, damn cold. I need some lovin’~”. The older one chuckles and shoves the incoming arm off of his shoulder “Then get yourself a cup coffee or something incredibly hot”.Chanyeol groans at this and playfully shoves the older “But hyung… I want you to buy me ramen!”.

“For a guy from an influential family, you are one cheap bastard you know” YiXing teases as he looks through his wallet. He sighs, another day passes where Chanyeol gives a run for his money, again. “I am cheap. So come on, buy ramen for the cheap bast…” Chanyeol tries to retaliate but was suddenly pushed forward by a sudden and unknown force. He dips his head slightly to his right to see a bush of colourful locks.

“Oh !, Damn I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you there” the rainbow bush said frantically, picking up the scattered fabric on the floor. Chanyeol looks at Yixing then points at the fabrics, he bends down to help with his friend and tries to console the rainbow bush.

“No, I’m the one who’s sorry I shouldn’t be blocking the path way” he says as he hands the multi-coloured fabrics to rainbow bush. The other one just laughs it off with a “What are you saying, you weren’t blocking anything. I was just so pre-occupied that I didn’t see you.”

Standing up Chanyeol hands the last fabric with him to the rainbow bush “Here, I think that’s the end of those lots” he points at the paper bag. Rainbow bush follows, standing up, he looks at him with a smile “Thanks and sorry as well. I should be going now” he bows down and starts to leave. Chanyeol couldn’t explain, but suddenly it felt like the world stopped moving and he stopped existing as well. It felt like time didn’t exist when he laid eyes on the rainbow bush’s face. Rainbow bush is almost halfway to the end of the corridor when Chanyeol snaps out of his trance and shouts “What’s your name again? Didn’t quite catch that?”

Yixing snorts at the lame move Chanyeol did “Didn’t quite catch that my , he didn’t actually tell you his name, ”. In which Yixing took an elbow to his stomach.

Rainbow bush turns around chuckling “I didn’t tell you my name! It’s Oh Sehun by the way, sorry gotta go. See you around"

Chanyeol smiles and realises that he was stepping on something. It was a Rillakuma printed fabric; he picks it up then looks at Yixing “He didn’t notice this”.

“Well yeah man, that’s why you’re holding that” Yixing points at the fabric then pats Chanyeol’s shoulder telling him to start walking. “Let’s just get ramen, I think a fabric that small isn’t much of a worry, right” Chanyeol nods absentmindedly, smiling at the thought of Oh Sehun.

“Meeting you was by chance, but loving you was a choice.”

Sehun’s Point of View

“Damn it Jongin, why do you always make me run errands for you?” Sehun mutters to himself. Shoving the fabrics he was going to use for the upcoming fashion show inside the paper bag, he couldn’t help but sigh at his predicament. He was running out of time for his final term project preparations and Jongin is not helping ease that problem.

His boyfriend, his really worthless piece of hot boyfriend, is making him do things he shouldn’t be doing. But how could he say no when the other male starts whining and pestering him, nonstop.  So here he is now, running through the Science building corridor searching for a certain Do Kyungsoo’s class so that he could beg the guy to tutor his sorry boyfriend so that he could pass his Math 11 subject.

He looked around searching for the room MBAN 306 when suddenly his phone buzzed inside his pocket. “” he balances the paper bag on his right arm while he fishes out his phone from his pocket. It was a text from Jongin.

Nini: hey babe, soo-hyung is in MBAN 310. GOODLUCK with persuading him ~ love you

“Damn it KIM JONGIN! Why do I have to do the begging?” he shouts at his phone when suddenly he stumbles backward and lands on his , the contents of his paper bag scattered all over the place.

He immediately shoves his phone back to his pocket, kneels and starts picking up the fabrics around him “Oh ! Damn I’m so sorry, I didn’t see you there”. He apologises not even looking up at the person he collided to “No, I’m the one who’s sorry I shouldn’t be blocking the path way”.

Oh that’s one deep voice you’ve got there, Sehun notes mentally. He takes a peek at the people crouching down to help him and laughs at how incompatible the face of the guy is with his voice. He just laughs it off and with a “What are you saying, you weren’t blocking anything. I was just so pre-occupied that I didn’t see you.” He was going to grab the fabric beneath mister-deep-voice’s feet when he suddenly receives a new message from an unknown number.

Unknown: Hi, it’s Do Kyungsoo. Jongin-shi told me you’d be here by now. I’m really sorry for asking, but are you on your way? I only have 10 minutes before my next class. Hope we could settle whatever it is you need by then :)

He immediately stands up and forgets about the fabric he was going to pick up.  “Thanks and sorry as well. I should be going now” he smiled at the two and excused himself without waiting for their response. He was almost at his destination when suddenly he hears mister-deep-voice calling out to him “What’s your name again? Didn’t quite catch that?”

He sees mister-deep-voice’s friend snigger and he couldn’t help but chuckle at the cute but unsubtle way of asking mister-deep-voice did “I didn’t tell you my name! It’s Oh Sehun by the way, sorry gotta go. See you around".

He turns around again laughing at his encounter with the tall, lanky and deep voice guy and his dreamy friend. He enters the room at the end of the corridor and immediately goes to where Do Kyungsoo is sitting. He mentally sighs with relief that Kyungsoo didn’t leave before he arrived. He also takes in consideration to thank mister-deep-voice and his friend for making his day a bit better because of their funny antics.

“It is magical how an accident can become a thing of laughter and momentary relief”

A/N: excuse my very late update, mid-year break started weeks ago but i still have my very infamous writer's block that is why this took years before i was able to whip up a decent chapter XD still crappy and short as usual but i hope you guys like it :) To all the new subcribers THANK YOU VERY MUCH and to the subbers who commented THANK YOU VERY MUCH AS WELL and IM SORRY I COULDNT REPLY to each one of the comment because I AM SO FLATTERED AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY!

THANKS TO MY DEAR FRIEND burgersteak LEVIs for helping me out XD and for my FRIEND K SHOO GO AWAY STOP JUDGING MY PRECIOUS OTP!