The time when it felt like there's no more tomorrow anymore

The feeling of betrayed

The sound of metal chains crash together

Why....

The painful words

What did I do....

The disgusting laughters

Why must you guys.... 

The feeling of sharp knifes slashing across flesh

It must be better if I'm not born... 

The smell of blood

 I won't bring anymore trouble to anyone.. I won't feel the painful feeling...

The feel of the cold white gentle yet cruel snow

If I were to die...