'Why does my throat hurt so bad?'

I think as we enter the room "Hyung~ You want to go get ice cream?" Baekhyun tugs on my arm. I open my mouth but close it when pain shoots down my throat and I cough. I pull out my phone and type something 

 

"Can you take me to the doctor?"

 

Baekhyun reads it "Uhh...sure. I'll take you first thing in the morning" he nods 

 

"No, I need to go now, tonight" 

 

He looks at me concerned for a minute "O-Okay, Daehyun Hyung, I'm taking Hye Yeon Hyung to the doctor" with that we left.

 

"What can I do for you today?" The doctor asks. I signal that I need paper and a pen. He hands me a notepad and pencil 

 

"My throat hurts every time I try to speak"

 

He reads it "Mhm,..when did this start?"

 

"My throat started hurting about 4 days ago and I coughed a lot. And since earlier today, I haven't been able to speak"

 

"I-I think you should go to the hospital for this" the doctor says. I blink confusedly before nodding.

 

After the doctor examines my neck and asks me a few questions "Hye Yeon, I think you have laryngitis. I would recommend that you stay in bed and rest for the next couple of days, But you have signs of polyps, so surgery would be the best choice. There are some side-affects" "What are the side-affects?" Baekhyun asks "Well, you may not be able to speak again, may not be able to talk a lot or if you sing or anything like that, you may not be able to continue with that" my heart drops. Not being able to rap or sing?! No no no. This can't be possible 

 

"I'll do it." 

 

"Okay, we can schedule for you to have a surgery on Friday(it's Tuesday)" the doctor adjusts his glasses. I nod "Okay. Tomorrow at 11am" with that, he leaves and me and Baekhyun head back "Hyung..." Baek breaks the silence. I turn to look at him "W-What if you can't rap anymore?" He asks with a worried look. My heart starts pounding at the thought "This is all my fault..." He looks at his feet. I quickly shake my head and wave my hands no "Yes it is...I just had to invite you to the game" I open the door to our dorm room "You're back" Daehyun said "How'd it go?" My eyes start to sting with tears but I hold them back "He-" I just give two thumbs up and a smile "Oh, Baek, you can finally go back to your dorm with your old roommate, they already moved your stuff" He said closing his book "Okay." He walks over to me and places a hand on my shoulder "It'll all be okay. I'll see you tomorrow okay?" I nod and he leaves "Tonight's game night, you gonna come?" Daehyun asks

 

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I look up and a single tear falls from his face but he quickly wipes and smiles. 

 

"I can't go, I should sleep" He writes down "Hye Yeon...how did it really go?" I ask. His head drops and he turns around "I have laryngitis...I'm having surgery cause I have signs of polyps...there's a possible chance i won't be able to speak ever again..." He writes down and I could tell he's fighting the urge to cry. He bows signaling he's going to bed "Oh, ok. Night" I couldn't imagine how he's feeling..I mean..losing the ability to speak again. That means...he won't...be able to sing or rap. Wait. Why am I caring? It'll be better for me! One less annoying voice. 'Yeah..totally..fine..' I hear silent sobbing from him "I'm gonna go to the store. You want anything?" I ask. He doesn't answer so I just leave. "Bubble tea..." I get a text from him as I shut the door. I smile.

 

"Aigoo~ Such a handsome young man" "Thank you Ahjumma" I bow and exit the shop

 

Baekhyun-10:36pm| Hyung. Me and the gang are coming to cheer up Hye Yeon Hyung

Me-10:37pm|Okay, I'm not there yet so see ya there I guess 

 

"I'm back" I say entering the dorm 'good, they aren't here yet' I think "Hye Yeon, I got your bubble tea" I sit the bag of food on the table. "YO!!!" Everyone comes pouring in the door "Hyung~" Baekhyun calls 

 

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Baekhyun always made me feel better. No matter what. I felt bad that I was lying to him...I've contemplated if I should tell him many times, but I didn't want him to hate me. I smile as I see the bubble tea in Daehyun's hand 'Thank you' I mouth as I take it out of his hands "No Problem" We were actually getting along "Sup Hyung?" Tao said throwing an arm around my shoulders. I make a face and he removes his arm "Okay Okay" "Lets get this party started!"

 

Friday comes faster than I thought "You ready?" The doctor asks. I nod "Hyung..it'll all be okay" Baekhyun pats my shoulder. 

 

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I sit in the waiting room for about 2 hours when the doctor comes out "Baekhyun" I stand up and walk over to him "The surgery went well, He is resting. Now, we just have to wait and see" He smiled and patted my shoulder before walking off

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 Sowwy it's such a short chappy~ but it's better than nothing, right?!^^ Hehe, how y'all like it so far?!