I Beg You
Living with 12,Choosing between 3LUHAN'S P.O.V
"Gomawo, Jongin-ah," I thanked Jongin after he brought in grilled cheese sandwiches from home. Well,kinda 'home'. "No worries,hyung," he replied and gave me a man's hug,asking me to be strong. "Hyung,I'm asking you as a brother to Tina. Please take care of her. She needs you," I just nodded,with tears of guilt and love rolling down my cheeks. We both enjoyed the grilled cheese together made by Kyungsoo. Tina would enjoy these too,I thought. I looked at her and again, I cried.
I don't want her to go.
I want to protect her.
I want to share every single thing with her.
I want to take her around Seoul.
Please,Tina. Wake up.
"Hyung,here's Tina's necklace which was once belonged to Taerin. You take it,okay? She might wake up with this. If this can make Taerin cured whenever she has fever,why won't Tina?" Jongin said while giving me the sun-shaped necklace. "But Jongin,this is your precious memory with Taerin. I can't... I don't want to take other people's memories," I hesitated. "It's okay hyung. My memories with Taerin are no longer valuable. I can't remember Taerin anymore if I were to move on. Besides,there's Tina by my side. She needs this more," he insisted. I just looked at the pendant in my palms and smiled. Thanks again,Jongin.
Beep-beep-beep-beep-beep-beep
That sound made me and Jongin froze. We turned towards Tina slowly.
[ ---^^^vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv--- ]
No. Not now.
"Tina-yaa. Wake...wake up!" I then shook Tina's body,pleading her to wake up. There's still no response. "You can't leave yet! No! NO! You can't die!" I cried out loud. Woo-Bin and a team of his nurses stormed in and quickly performed defibrillation on her. He rubbed the pads together and placed the pads onto Tina's chest.
DUPP! No response. The machine still beeped repeatedly,in the speed of a second.
Woo-Bin rubbed the pads and did the same thing again.
DUPP! No response.
He then performed manual CPR on Tina. "Jebal..jebal.. wake up,"
But then,
beeeeeeeeeeeeep
[ |vvvvvvvvvvvvvv ]
It went flat.
I froze.
Woo-Bin kept looking at the machine,not believing the reality.
"NO! NO!!! You broke your promise Tina! You should've come back! You promised me to! You promised me to give a second chance!" Jongin shouted,probably can't aceept the fate.
I.. I don't know what to do. I just sat back by her bedside. I then grabbed her hand, together with the necklace.
Hope this works.
I warmed up my voice. Jongin looked at me,nodded. He understood.
" geudaeman boneun han sarami itseubnida.
geudaeman aneun han sarami itseubnida.
malloneun da motaedo manhi bujog haedo.
geudael saranghan han sarami itseubnida.
naega geudaereul saranghago itseubnida.
naega geudaereul tto wonhago itseubnida.
nunmuri da mallado gaseumi da darhado.
naega geudael sarang hago itseubnida.
geudae ege malloneun motdahan nae sarang
sesangeul dahaedo mojaran
nae sarang ibnida.
nunmuri da mallado
gaseumi da dalh doro
gwonhago wonhan sarang geudae ibnida.
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