I hate my life God.

I'm trying to be patient. but it hurts God!

What should i do this time of God?

I can not hold it all, God!

Can i die in your Arms, God?

Can you said it for me, God?

What i live for God?

If i only got the pain?

Whether he was satisfied to see me hurt like this?

or

Whether he was statisfied to see me suffer for it? me?

If he is happy to see me like this now?

Can he feel the same as me this God?

Why is he so mean to me?

I had to fight for everything for it!

What i can from him this time?

You left me for that pretty namja?

If i was that bad for you?

I often do this to upset you as you left me just like that?

I think it's okay for your life now?

is it that you want for me?

Next tomorrow! or few month.