It’s not the fact that he hated Himchan. It’s the fact that Himchan hated him. That’s what he felt ninety-nine percent of the time. Whenever his hyung showed any signs of positive emotions towards him, Daehyun brushed it off as nothing. It was a show for the cameras because those were the only times Himchan would reveal any sort of emotion besides contempt. And it hurt. It hurt so much more than he let on.