Version 1.

I used to despise the night that always makes me feel alone…

Then there is the moon, trying to brighten up the sky, but it’s no use, no use at all… That bright circle-shaped thing high up on the sky, just makes itself look so pathetic. I could go on the whole day, but thoughts in my brain about ‘The Hated Night’ were all thrown out the window after I met him, Kim JongDae, the one who made me love the nights that I used to hate so damn much. 

Version 2.

"I love you." He smiled softly, his voice soft and beautiful like always. Even thought that was his last word. And he’s gone. Gone from me, gone from everyone… Gone from the world.

I remain silent, tears welling up in my eyes. My vision became blurry, and I became breathless, everything I wanted to say, he wasn’t able to hear it.
"Why… Just- Ah!" I screamed in frustration. My voice was hoarse; I couldn’t do anything after all he has done for me. My hands clutch onto he's shirt as tears roll down from my cheek and down to his pale cheek.

I lay down beside him, hugging him tightly as my head rested on his chest as I took a breath.

“Jongdae, do you remember the time we spent together?”