Chap 18
BAD GIRL
"Knock~ Knock~"
"Come in" - Jihyun
"Minho!!!" Dongwoon greeted as Minho bowed
"Uhm...HyunAh..." Minho didn't know how to start
"What's wrong oppa?" HyunAh walked to Minho when JunHyung closed his eyes not to look at them
"You want to take our HyunAh again" Kikwang raised his eyebrows
"Uhm...There're something I..." Minho scratched his head
"I'm just kidding. Don't need to be scared" Kikwang smiled at Minho
"HyunAh, go with me" Minho held her hand
"Why can't you talk at here?" - Dongwoon
"They want to be alone oppa. Just take her, Minho oppa" - Sohyun
"Thanks. Bye guys" Minho waved at them and opened the door for HyunAh
"By the way, where's Gayoon? Has anyone seen her?" Jiyoon asked as the others shaked their heads
"Gayoon, where have you been?" Jiyoon said when Gayoon came in
"I...I watched Sungkyu oppa's performances. Sorry for making you worried" Gayoon noticed Yoseob looking at her
"You pabo. If because of him, don't need to say sorry. You two're a couple now" Jiyoon understood and helped Gayoon while Gayoon smiled weakly
The others glance at Yoseob worriedly while Yoseob pretends concentrating on his phone.
"Your friends're really scary sometimes" Minho was relieved
"They just teased you, oppa" HyunAh gave him a smile
"I know. But I'm still scared"
"Hi oppa, hi HyunAh" Hara greeted when she saw them
"Oh, hi Hara" Minho somehow didn't like Hara these days
"Unnie~" HyunAh hugged Hara
"Why you keep calling me Hara? I'm Hyun, remember?" - Hara
"I call you that because I know you're not Hyun. HyunAh's Hyun"
"Wh...What?" Hara turned to HyunAh
"He found out the truth, unnie. His mother's my mother's bestfriend" - HyunAh
"Don't worry. I won't tell hyung. I promise....We need to go now. See you later, Hara" Minho pulled HyunAh away not waiting for Hara's respone
"Minho knows?..." Hara was speechless clenching her fists
"Have you fainted again?" Minho asked when there was noone around them
"No, oppa. If I had, my friends would tell you back then" HyunAh leaned to the wall and he believed it
"Uhm...I have to go to Japan tomorrow. I'll stay there about a month so...I discussed with your mom and..."
"My mom? And what?" she looked at him
"She said your dad'll take you when you do the other parts" he finished his sentence
"What? My dad? He agrees spending time for me? Unbelievable...Oppa, I can go by myself. Why don't you trust me?"
"It's not about trust. Hyun, I know your parents rarely spent time playing with you. But they change now. You need to give him a chance to prove it"
"Now I understand why he came to see me that day"
"He came? Yah! He's your father. Don't talk about him like that. He tries his best to find the way to cure your sickness"
"Haiz...Okay, fine" HyunAh was defeated
"Has your album finished?"
"Not yet. There're some errors in it"
"When'll you out?"
"Maybe after my group promotions. I guess"
"What if you're blind before finishing promotions?"
"I hope it won't happen. I want to perform with my members for the last time. But if that happens, I'll out sooner"
"My uncle...He said your legs maybe weaker and weaker during the parts...And you maybe can't walk or stand"
"I know, oppa. I'll be careful" HyunAh lowed her head
"Everything'll be over soon. You'll recover and come back with your friends. Don't worry" Minho pulled her for a hug
"I hope so" she mumbled
"It's true. I believe you'll be healthy again. Trust me" he closed his eyes painfully not wanting to lose her
---Fiction - English Translation---
I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m still in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended, in Fiction
I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing that
---End---
Yoseob reads the new song walking to the record room. "Fiction? Right now you're next to me?...That's true. You're next to me everyday but you're not mine" he thought. When he looks up, he's standing in front of dancing room
"Yah! Give it back to me" he heard Gayoon's voice
"Catch me and I'll give it back" a male voice caught his attention
Yoseob takes a look into the room and sees Sungkyu being chased by Gayoon. He's suprised and sad. They're laughing and playing together. He leans his back to the wall immediately. That scence makes him hurt. He stands there for a while and contiunes going to the record room afterthat
{At Cube - 2 weeks later}
Even knowing that Gayoon has boyfriend now, Yoseob still visits her practice room. He wants to see her, wants to hear her voice even he may face with Sungkyu and he may get hurt. He sees 4minute girls, Doojoon and Dongwoon except Gayoon. "Where's she?" he thought. He leans against the wall in front of the room to wait for her. Someone comes close to the door talking on the phone
"Hi baby, what're you doing? Yah! You don't need pretend it when nobody's here. I'm fine. I miss you too. I want this thing end up soon so we can do everything we want. She's not over yet. That idiot hurted her too much. Yeah I know. I can't go with you. Gayoon's sick, I have to take care of her. Okay, love you, my silly Sungkyu. Bye. Chu~"
"Is that Sungkyu? Why're you talking to him that way?" Yoseob said while walking in and it made Jiyoon startled
"What do you mean? What way?" she lied
"You know what I'm talking about, Jeon Jiyoon. You two're cheating on Gayoon? How could you do that?" he got angry as everyone looked at them
"What happened?" Doojoon asked
"Don't compare him with you. He's not a player like you, Yang Yoseob" - Jiyoon
"I'm a player?" - Yoseob
"Yes. I don't want to say this but you're a player, a jerk"
"Why did you say so? I don't get it"
"Sungkyu oppa just pretends to be Gayoon's boyfriend because I told him so. The truth is he's my boyfriend. Happy?"
"Why did you lie? Why Gayoon and Sungkyu need to pretend a couple?"
"It's none of your business"
"It's my business. Why you ignore me lately? Tell me"
"I thought you were nice. I was wrong. You're just a player. Why you care about Gayoon? To improve the number of your girlfriends?" Jiyoon smirked
"Huh? I even don't have a girlfriend. Why you kept saying I'm a player?"
"Yeah, right. Whatever. Kissing Jiyeon and flirting IU. So you're not a player, huh?"
"WHAT?" the others were shocked
"You kissed Jiyeon?" - Doojoon
"No, I didn't. What're you talking about?" - Yoseob
"Don't act like you don't know. We saw it. Gayoon saw it"
"Saw what? I don't understand"
"Still act? You remmeber the day you asked Gayoon out 3 weeks ago. That day she came and you broke her heart"
"What? She went with Sungkyu. She texted me"
"NO. She had came and saw the scene. Sungkyu and I helped her to recover. I can't believe it. You did it but you don't remember? We all saw you and Jiyeon wore couple rings and kissed"
"You gave Jiyeon that ring? I thought it was for Gayoon noona?" - Dongwoon
"No and yes it's for Gayoon. I didn't do anything. I..." - Yoseob
"You don't need to explain. That's enough for her. She saw you flirting IU too. She has seen Jiyeon wearing that ring now. She's painfull enough. She even hurts herself because of your stupid hobby"
"I didn't flirt IU. Seriously, what're you talking about? What hobby?"
"Whose hobby is eating ice cream when he's sad or happy? It's YOU. Everyday she eats ice cream. She eats it all day. gets hurt beacause of it. Now she has a fever"
"That's explain everything she did lately" - Jihyun
"You guys are misunderstanding. I didn't give the ring to Jiyeon. It's in my room now. Maybe we accidently bought the same kind. Where's she? Where's Gayoon?" - Yoseob
"Because I listen to my heart beat one by one ~" Jiyoon's phone rang
"HyunAh, what's wrong? WHAT? Are you sure? Did you try to call her? You search nearest place. We'll get back as fast as possible. Okay, bye"
"What happened, unnie?" - Sohyun
"Gayoon's not at home. She left her phone at home. Where could she go in the winter IN EVENING? Let's go find her guys" Jiyoon glared at Yoseob before grabbing her bag
"I'll find her" Yoseob ran to find Gayoon
"Gayoon, you idiot, why didn't you say anything? Why did you hold the pain alone? Where should I find you?" he mumbled
After searching 3 hours, none of them find Gayoon. "Gayoonie, where could you be? It's late. You have a fever. Where did you go in this cold weather? Maybe..." in his mind
{At the park}
Gayoon's sitting on the swing and eating ice cream. This is the place she played with Yoseob after they made their deubut. "Everyone'll think I'm crazy because of this. It's winter. I have a fever eating ice cream in snow. I'm really crazy" she thought
It's almost 11 PM. She sees a couple playing with snow. They look very happy. "I wish I could have a boyfriend like him. She's a lucky girl" Gayoon mumbled
"You need to forget him, Heo Gayoon. He hurted you. Stop loving him. Stop thinking about him. You'll find a better man someday" she shouted and almost cried AGAIN. was painful
"Please don't stop loving me" a voice suddenly appeared
Gayoon looks at the direction where the voice came out. She can't believe what she sees. Yoseob's standing there and looking at her. "Oh now, I get illusion. The fever's getting worse. He can't be here. He'll NEVER" she said to herself
"I'm here. I'm in front of you" Yoseob came and kneeled down
"It's worse. I even heard his voice" she about to eat another spoon of ice cream but he stopped her
"Don't eat it. Don't use it to forget me. Please stop hurting yourself" he took away her ice cream
Looking at Gayoon like this, his heart's broken into pieces. He takes a look at the ice cream. It's chocolate favor, his favorite. He's more painfull than ever.
"Why didn't you tell me? Why did you say you didn't come when you came? Why didn't you give me a chance to explain?" he touched her face
"I saw what I need to see. I know I was wrong. You don't need to explain. Leave me alone. I don't need your pity. Please. Go away. I need time to delete my feelings. I promise we can be friends again... " his lips were over her
Yoseob doesn't want to hear anymore about stupid things. Gayoon doesn't push him away. They kiss in seconds
"No. I don't want to be friends. I want you to be my girlfriend. The one and only. Just for me" he confessed
"But I...You..." she was speechless
"I'll tell you later. Now let's go home. Everyone's worried about you. Can you stand up?" he held her hands. They were frozed
"I'll try" she answered
Because of her sickness and sitting for a long time in winter, she can't get up. She almost falls down but he holds her
"Let me piggyback you" Yoseob turned his back to her
Gayoon just does what he said cause she has no strength left to argue with him. Those days have made her exhausted. Her hands're around his neck and her head leans on his shoulders
"Gayoonie, next time if I accidently hurt you, you hit me, okay?" Yoseob said while walking
"Okay" Gayoon said in low voice
"Are you okay?" he asked worriedly
"I'm just sleepy oppa" she wrapped her hands tightly and closed her eyes
"I wish this moment would never stop, Gayoonie" he thought
{At 4minute's dorm}
"Unnie~" her members shouted when they saw Gayoon on Yoseob's back
"Shh! She's sleeping" Yoseob put Gayoon down to her bed carefully
"Let me change her clothes" Jihyun said
"Now oppa, explain" Jiyoon asked while the others were in the living room
"I met Jiyeon at amusement park accidently. She said she waited for her the other members. Because Gayoon fingers're as small as Jiyeon's so I asked her to try it. Afterthat, she said she had a sand on her eye. So I took a look. What do you want me to do? I'm a man you know." Yoseob explained
"Huh? We met T-ara's members that day. They went to theater together. I asked, they said Jiyeon had personal stuff to do so she couln't go. Right?" Sohyun turned to Dongwoon to make sure as he nodded
"I think Jiyeon went there on purpose. Wait, what about IU? We saw you and IU flirting back stage at Music Bank"
"We have a song together. We just discussed. Beside when I saw Gayoon with Sungkyu, I felt hurt. So I found somebody to talk not to remember it"
"Sorry, oppa. We're misunderstand"
"It's okay. You just want to protect your friend. Gayoon's lucky having a good friend like you"
"Ah~, oppa! Next time, don't be pally with Jiyeon too much. I think she loves you. If you make Gayoon cry again, you're dead with me"
"I won't. I promise"
Yoseob goes to Gayoon's room and sits down next to her. She's sleeping hardly. He uses the wet blanket to cool her fever down. He changes it whenever it's dry
"Recover soon. I have a lot of places to go with you, my sweet chocolate" he whispered to her ear
"Seobie~, we need to go. It's late. We have photoshoot tomorrow" Doojoon said in low voice not to wake Gayoon
Yoseob about to stand up but Gayoon suddenly holds his hand. "Please don't leave me alone" she was delirious. Yoseob looks at Doojoon
"Fine. Go to the studio at 7AM tomorrow" Doojoon understood what Yoseob mean
Yoseob goes back to his old place. Gayoon's still holding his hand. She sleeps quitely now."You look more beautiful when you sleep" he kissed her forehead
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