I was getting ready in front of the mirror. I didn’t wear anything unusual, though I tried looking a little different. Last time I had been together with you was yesterday, but it felt like several months. I seemed very excited. It was Saturday, which that meant - Your birthday. I already prepared it a month ago, I only needed to write a letter though.

-My Chen Chen- I wrote on a piece of paper with a heart beside. I smiled even though my writing was so ugly. The feeling that you’d receive this letter personally made my heart flutter. I didn’t have any bad thoughts as: -What if you didn’t like it- or -What if you’d reject me-. If you were happy then I’d be the same. I ended the letter with:

-I love you -Your ____-, and put it firmly on the wrapped gift. Letting the materials be scattered on the table, I immediately walked to your house though it was very early. The walk to your house was long, but indeed I accepted the challenge. It was only 12 AM. It looked like I arrived too early. I sat outdoor your door and patiently waited for you to come. My stomach hurt because of excitement while waiting for you. Couple of minutes past, the door opened and you looked at me

“...Mianhae~” You sadly said and reached my hand. You were well dressed, smiling at me. You grabbed my hand as I followed you. You wore a blanket over your head and took it off when we walked inside.

“Chen oppa?” I said surprised. It appeared you didn’t want to be recognized, but why? There were