Author's Note
Approximately 127Author's Note:
Hello everyone :) before anything, thank you so much for taking the time to read this sidestory even though I know in myself that I'm not that good and my words are urgh, but really, thank you. I'm really really grateful to EXobubz for allowing me to post this and to dyoongoo for inspiring me as well.
So much like dyoongoo on 86400, these are my feelings for the past months. Though, unlike her, I haven't lost anyone from an illness or disease or anything like that, but I have lost some friends because I don't know... probably I'm not good enough for them and they've found someone better than me. It hurts.
It hurts to notice that you're always the first one to make a move because if you don't, there won't be a conversation. It hurts to be lied to not only by those friends but also yourself. Knowing that they have time for other people and none for you, some of you probably get what I mean.
In the end, I don't like whatever is happening in our "friendship", I'm at the very urge to just wanting to leave and move on like we have never met but at the same time, I don't want to because the words, the memories.
And up until now, I'm still struggling :)
Again, thank you for reading. I know it's not like what you have expected. It's not that sad like 10080 & 86400. It just contains my feelings.
~justeen :D
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