Kim Kibum, that's all I was. I was just simple, plain, Kim Kibum. I wasn't as extravagant as Gaga or as fierce as Beyonce. I was just ordinary. I was never the kind to ask for much because I already had everything. I had an amazingly loving boyfriend and a best friend I could trust with my life..... Or so I thought. 

Lee Taemin, the boy I loved like a son and the boy that crushed my heart. He's been my best friend since we were just children. I helped him stand back up when he had fallen, but I guess that wasn't enough. It was never enough for Taemin, he always wanted more and more. He was never happy with what he had, even as a child he was never happy with the toys he was given. He always had to play with everyone else's. Especially mine. I gave him every thing I had and what I wouldn't give, he would take.

Now a drum roll please for the man of the year, Kim Jonghyun. The man with a smile that could light up a room and honey abs that could make even Jesus cry, but he was much more than that to me. He was also the man that held me when I cried and the man that sang me sweet melodies in the dead of night when even the crickets dare not chirp. He was everything to me, but just like everything else, he was taken away without a second thought.

Finally, with all of the major players in this sick little game of love announced the story can begin... Oh! Before I forget there is one more I have yet to announce, but his identity will remain a secret for now. I leave you now with this little something I had learned from a man named Heine "We should forgive our enemies, but not before they are hanged."