"___-ah where are you"?? Lee Joon shouted from behind a tree. You were hiding behind another tree in the park giggling, and looking out for him. You gasped. Lee Joon saw you. You sat still behind the tree with your hands over your mouth. You turned to the right to peak out to look for him. You did not see him. You looked to your left... "AHHHH"!!! You screamed. "I found youuuuu". He chuckled, and tickled you. "AHH!! Oppaaaa"... You laughed. "Okay I'll stop". He pushed you against the tree, and started kissing you. "Oppa, were in a children's park". "They won't see". He kissed you harder, and wrapped his arms around you. You put your hands on his neck, and put your hands in his shirt, down his back. "Joon oppa, you have good back muscles". You said in a ual tone. He chuckled. "It's all for you". His lips pierced yours, and his tongue glided on yours. You moaned as he moved his lips down to your neck, and wrapped your legs around his waist. Suddenly your heart began to beat. The excitement of the moment became too much for you. You started breathing hard. "Is it that good huh"?? Lee Joon said with a giggle. You stop smiling, and made him put your down. "We can't do that here. It's innapropriate". Lee Joon put his head in his hand. "Oh okay". He walked away, and walked to the car dissapointed. You stood still, and put your hand on your chest still breathing hard. You calmed down, and your heart slowed. You got in the car. You both at in silence. Lee Joon looked at you. ...."Is there something going on"?? He asked seriously. "No. nothing at all". "Are you lieing to me"?? "No". You looked him in his eyes. Trying not to crack. Lee Joon sighed, and the car. You put on your seatbelt. The truth was there was something. Something that you didn't want to tell him. Something that would rip him apart. You had heart cancer. You were not sure how to tell him. How to say it. But you didn't really want to. You thought it was best to keep it to yourself. So you did. Which led Lee Joon to thinking that you were cheating on him. Everytime he tried to have with you, you pushed him away. You have had once, but that was not recent. You arrived at your house, and Lee Joon got out the car, and opened your door. You got out not even looking at him. You felt so guilty lieing to him. But you felt you were protecting him. You tried to walk to the door. Lee Joon grabbed your arm. "Do you love me"?? He asked while looking you in your eyes. "Yes.....yes I love you. More than anything". Lee Joon hugged you, and walked you inside. You both took a shower together, and went to bed. As you cuddled up to a sleeping Lee Joon, you just sat wide awake, listening to the sound of his heart with your head on his chest. You began to cry. Tears ran down your face, and onto his chest. You wiped them away. You held on to him tighter. You sobbed silently. "How do I do this"?? How"?? You thought in your head. You eventually fell asleep. The next morning Lee Joon woke up. He looked, and didn't see you in bed. He looked around the house rubbing his eyes. You were no where to be found. He grabbed his cell, and called you. Straight to voicemail. He put his phone down on the kitchen counter, and rubbed on his hair. He made a bowl of cereal, and went to watch tv. He decided to wait for you to come home. You sat at the hostpital breathing in & out for the doctor as he checked the status of your heart. You were doing okay, but a little worse than last week. He told you to take it easy. Meaning stray away from things that may raise your heart rate, or get you out of breath. Which made love-making irrelevant. You sighed, and almost started to cry. You drove to the store, picked up some food for a diversion, and arrived at home. You got out the car, and realized you still had the hostpital band on your wrist. You wripped it off, and threw it in the garbage. Lee Joon looked to see you walking up. He walked to the door, and waited for you. "Where did you go"?? "Just to the store to get some food". "But we already have a lot of food". "There was no milk or froot loops. So I got some, and some other things". You walked to the kitchen. Lee Joon closed the door, and followed you to the kitchen. He looked at you. He was trying to read your body language. Trying to figure out what you were really doing. He thought your were cheating. "What time did you leave this morning"?? "At 8". You put up the groceries. "You left to get food at 8"?? "Yes. I couldn't sleep so I decided to go". "Why didn't you wake me?? I would have gone with you". "You were sleeping so peacefully so I didn't want to disturb you". You walked over to him, and handed him a card. It said I love you a million red M&M's. Along with a little message you wrote. It said: "You are the love of my life. I wouldn't be alive if it were not for you. I love you". Lee Joon looked up at you after reading, and showed a slight smile. All bad thoughts about you cheating had flowed away. "Do you like it"?? You asked with a smile. "I love it. I love you". He said with a smile. He walked up to you, and grabbed your waist. You put your hands on his face, and pushed your lips on his. You started to smile while kissing him. Lee Joon Chuckled. "What are you smiling"?? He asked softly. "Because....I can't believe how deep in love I am". You smiled, and kissed him harder. "I'm hungry". "Okay I'll cook you breakfast". He smacked your . You leaned on a counter just watching him cook, and show all of his charms. You adored him, and loved him so much. After eating, and watching a lot of movies with Lee Joon, you both decided to go do a little shopping. You arrived at a clothing store. You tried on jeans for him, and modeled summer dresses. "Aww jagiya you look so cute". He took pictures of you with his phone. You sat next to him to see them. "Ewww oppa delete that one. I look chubby". "What?? No you don't you look gorgeous. Like always". He kissed your forehead. You ran back into the dressing room to change. Suddenly your heart began to beat, and you became dizzy. You closed you eyes, and held on to your chest. You pushed yourself in a corner. You groaned, and sqeezed your eyes tight. "___-ah, are you okay"?? The pain went away. You shook your head. Yea....I'm fine". Lee Joon smiled while looking at the pictures of you that he took. Someone noticed them. "Wow she's beautiful". Lee Joon chuckled. "Thank you. She's my girlfriend". "Lucky guy". They walked away. Lee Joon realized he was very lucky. He had the best of the best. He couldn't imagine being with anyone besides you. You walked out of the dressing room with all of the clothes & dresses. You were walking slow, and Lee Joon thought you looked a little awkward. He stood up as you walked up to him. "Yeobo....are you okay"?? You nodded with a smile, and walked to pay for your stuff. "No...I got it". Lee Joon pulled out his credit card, and handed it to the cashier. You smiled, and grabbed on to his hand. "Joon oppa, why are you so good to me"?? You said with puppy eyes. "Because I love you". He kissed your nose. You shook your head, and giggled. The cashier looked disgusted, but at the same time jealous. You walked out of the store swinging your bag, and holding hands. You marched to the coffee shop. You both looked at the menu. "Hmmm". Lee Joon looked at you, and smiled while you scoped the menu while putting your finger to your lip. "Ahhh". He smiled, and shook his head. "What"?? "You are too cute for your own good". "Not as cute as you". You pinched his cheek. Lee Joon blushed. As you drank your coffee you rubbed on your chest. Lee Joon watched you wondering why. He knew there was something going on that you were not telling him, and he was determined to get it out of you. "___-ah".... "Yes". You said while tending to your latte. "Have you ever cheated on me"?? You stopped, and looked at him wide eyed. "Wh...why would you ask me that"?? "Because....I know there is something going on. Something your not telling me, and I need to know......have you"?? "No. No. Why would I"?? "Because you don't really love me". You gasped, and covered your mouth. You almost started crying. you had nothing to say. You didn't know what to say to him. You had already been lieing to him about what was going on, and you felt you had no right to be mad or upset. It was going to be this way whether you liked it or not. You calmed down. "I love you. I love you too much it hurts. I would never cheat on you. Never". Lee Joon looked down at his coffee, and sighed. He was finding it hard to believe you. You grabbed his hand. "Do you remember when I first said I love you"?? You asked him. ...."Yes". "I didn't say it because we just finished having . I said it because it was true. It was true then, and it's true even more so now". Lee Joon sighed once more. "Do you believe me"?? He paused, and looked you in your eyes as a tear rolled down your cheek. He came over to you, and got on one knee while grabbing your hand. You thought nothing of it. "Yes. I do. Which is why"...... He pulled out a tiny white suade box. You gasped, and covered your mouth. "Which is why I got this. ____-ah....will you marry me"?? "Yes. Yes I will". You said with a smile. You wrapped your arms around his neck, and he stood up, and lifted you up. You kissed him. While a few weeks were passing, you and Lee Joon were doing okay. Your heart condition was stable, and it was better. Until one day. Your heart condition started to flare up again. You had just got done doing a little cleaning with Lee Joon, and you suddenly felt out of breath. "Yeobo, are you hungry"?? Lee Joon asked as he walked from upstairs. You just breathed in slowly, and tried to hide your pain, and stuggle. You did it well. "Umm no I'm okay right now. Umm I'll be right back. Lea just called me, and she needs help with something so I'll be right back". "Should I go with you"?? "No it's okay I'll be fine". you kissed him on the cheek, and left. Lee Joon stood still watching you as you took off, and wondering where you were really going. He couldn't shake the feelings of you cheating on him. It made him angry. You got to the hostpital, and had to stay there for hours. They had to document your progress, and see where you were, an how you were doing. Turns out your condition is not so good. Your heart was getting to the point where you would have to have help breathing all the time. You tried not to cry, but you couldn't help it. Tears gathered in your eyes, and you tried to remain calm. The doctor comforted you. He told you that he was going to have to put you to sleep. He wanted to run some tests when your sleep. You sighed, and told him you had to call someone before anything. You picked up your phone, and called Lee Joon. Lee Joon looked at his phone, and answered immediently. "Hello"?? "Yeobo...I'm calling because I won't be coming home tonight". "Why"?? His chest started hurting. "Because...Lea is having a hard time right now, and she needs a friend. So I wanna be here for her". You almost cried. "Well....okay. If she needs you then I'm fine with that. Should I come over"?? "No don't it's okay. She's a little raw right now. I'll just call you tomorrow to come over okay"?? You seemed suspicious to him. ..."Okay. I love you". The phone call was lost. "Hello?? Hello"?? You said freaking out. Lee Joon looked at his phone, and sighed loudly. He tried to call you back. It went straight to voicemail. You didn't say "I love you" back, and it made his suspicions even more higher. He put his hands on his head, and stood up. He paced back & forth with bad thoughts running through his head. He knew you were cheating, and he was going to catch you in the act. He went out for a walk to clear his head. He suddenly decided to walk to Lea's house without you knowing. He needed to see you. He rung the doorbell, and Lea answered looking happy, and smiley. Lee Joon looked around. "Uhhh is ___ here"?? "Umm no. Why"?? Lee Joon instantly got angry. His mind was swirling in circles, and his heart started beating fast. Lee Joon decided if you could have fun, he could too. "Can I come in"?? "Uhh yea sure". Lea invited him in. You were at the hostpital sleep. While the doctors documented your sleeping patterns, and the way you breath. It wasn't good. You were out for the night. Lee Joon on the other hand was sitting on the couch of with Lea, and talking. He was telling you how you lied to him, and how you are cheating on him. "You deserve better that that. She is not wife material". "Yea. I'm starting to realize that". "I can help you forget". She got closer to him. "How"?? He asked with his face calming. "Let me show you". She gave him something he hasn't had for a long time. The next day, you were still sleeping after eating, and taking a shower, You were tired, and so was your body. You slept until 4 in the afternoon. You awoke, and you gained a little of your strength back. Lee Joon on the other hand had gotten drunk with Lea. They were making out, and drinking. He decided to call you. You gasped, and picked up. "Hello"?? "Hey ___-ah". "Hii yeobo". "Don't call me that you liar". You gasped. "I'm at your friend Lea's house, and your not here are you"?? "What...your there"?? "Yes. How long did you think you could keep this secret from me"?? "I".... "Shut up. Shut up. Your a liar. I hate you". You covered your mouth, and tears instantly rolled out of your eyes. "I don't want to marry you. I despise you". Lea took Lee Joon's phone. "You don't deserve him ____. I do. Stay away from him. He's mine". Lee Joon agreed. They hung up the phone. You burst out in tears, and sobbs. You closed your phone. You suddenly got angry, and you needed to do something about it. You got up, and got dressed. The doctor tried to stop you, but you got out. You got in your car holding your chest. You drove to Lea's house, and walked up to the house. "Lee Joon!!! Lee Joon"!!! You ran in the house of your best friends. Coughing, and holding on to your chest from exhaustion. You looked, and saw him sitting on the couch, and kissing on your best friend lea. "What the are you doing Joon"?? Lee Joon flinched. "___-ah".... He jumped up. You didn't speak. You attacked Lea. You started tugging on her hair, and upper cutting her in the face. You even kneed her right in the nose. She screamed, and tried to attack you. Lee Joon yelled for you to stop. "STOP STOP STOP"!!! He tried to pull you off. You just kept hitting her. "That's it ENOUGH"!!! He pulled you off, and you had a bundle of her hair in your hand. "LET GO OF ME"!! You pushed him off, and hit her in the face again while walking past her to get to the door. You walked out, and slammed the door. You held on to your chest. You began to breath hard, and get dizzy. Your head started beating, and you fainted. Lee Joon saw you faint, and ran out to you. A few minutes later all you could see was a blurry image of Lee Joon. Telling you to wake up. You heard sirens. You felt movement, and you couldn't see anything clearly. Your eyes rolled back. Lee Joon was freaking out. "___-ah, stay with me stay with me". He said as he held your hand while riding in the ambulance. "Hold on.....Hold on". You fainted completely again. Lee Joon sat hopelessly in the hallway of the hostpital just re-living the scene that had happened. He got mad, and stood up. He punched the wall. He sat by the window of the room you were in just waiting for the status on what was going on with you. You were laying there still. With the sound of your heartbeat on the monitor. Lee Joon sat by your side holding your hand. He felt guilty. All those things he said to you, and the ual acts he did with Lea. It gave him chills. What he had found out would change everything. He found out about your heart condition. He found out what you have been doing. What you have been keeping from him. He wondered why. It enraged him.Tears built up in his eyes. He sobbed. He also found out that your heart was due to give out at any hour. His heart felt like it had just exploded into pieces. Your eyes had opened slowly. You looked and saw only a white ceiling.You were even weaker than before. You looked to your left, and saw Lee Joon. Your eyes were still filled with tears, and your heart so weak. You touched his cheek. He looked up at you. "Lee Joon". "____-ah".... He broke down. You put your hand on his head. "I'm sorry...I'm so sorry". "Why didn't you tell me?? Why?? I'm so mad at you for not telling me. And I'm so mad for saying those things to you". You cried. "I'm sorry. I...I couldn't. I knew if I did...it would tear you apart. I couldn't do that to you". "I would have been okay. You are my everything. Things would have been a lot better if you would have just told me. And....there is something you should know"... "What"?? Lee Joon began to sob harder, and he stuttered through his words. He couldn't say it. The doctor came in, and told you the status on your heart condition. You sat still. You nodded, and started crying and sobbing. You covered your face, and cried out loud. Lee Joon hopped up, and wrapped his arms around your head. You wrapped your arms around him. You pushed your face into his body, and took in his feel. "Oh my god....oh my god...I ca-"..... Lee Joon was shuttering. He sat down, and held your hand. You wiped away your tears. Lee Joon felt a shock. A shock which gave him an idea. He was going to save your life.....and take away his. Lee Joon took the doctor in the hallway to talk. You sat still just starring straight. Your eyes still running. You put your hand on your heart. Lee Joon walked back in the room, and sat next to you. He starred at you for a moment. "What"?? You asked while grabbing his hands. ..."I don't know how to say this but, do you remember when you said that you would do anything for me....anything". "Yes". ......."Well I want you to do something for me now". "What"?? "Take my heart". He said while looking you in your eyes. You shook your head slowly. "No. No no no. I won't...I can't". "___-ah listen to me...I love you, and if you loved me you would do this...you would do this for me......won't you"?? He said while pressing your hands on his chest. You looked at his chest, and started crying. "Joon oppa".... You sobbed . Lee Joon stood up, and put your head to his chest. The doctor had came in, and said they needed to get started now if you were to have any chance. "Oh my god". You wrapped your arms around him, and held him tight. "I love you so much". You said while crying. "I love you too. Just be strong for me okay.....Take care of my heart". "Always". You whispered. He leaned down to hold your face, and kiss you. You kissed him deeply. You let go of him, and held on to his hand tight. You cried harder. "I love you. Goodbye". Lee Joon said while walking away. You covered your face, and watched him as he walked out of the room. Hours apon hours later, you awoke. You were not weak anymore, and apon your chest was a big scar. You gasped. You touched your chest when you felt the heartbeat of Lee Joon's heart in your chest. You ajusted your bed to be able to sit up. You put your hands on your chest, and sobbed. "I can feel you Lee Joon. Your with me. I'll take care of your heart....always". Lee Joon was there. Always, and Forever