Jiyong pov:

What just happened?

Did I hear that correctly?

No, Seungri doesn't feel that way about me.

Does he?

I stared at him for the longest time, then afterwards I took a deep breath and patted his shoulder.

"I love you too. You're my best friend remember?"

Is that what he meant?

I looked for answers in his eyes.

I saw the most painful expression plastered on his face.

It made my stomach turn.

It made my heart fall.

It made me realize, what he really ment.

...

Seungri pov:

I saw Jiyong stare at me for a very long time.

This is not going to be good.

He then took a deep breath and spoke to me.

"I love you too. You're my best friend remember?"

My heart dropped.

My whole entire being was crushed into tiny little pieces.

Even when I try to tell him bluntly, even when I give him the most biggest hint ever, he won't know what I mean.

I feel like crying again.

This is the most painful thing my heart has had to go through.

Why do I have to love this man?

He only ignores the fact that I love him.

I can't live without him.

I push him away, yet later, I pull him back, 

because he my reason that I smile.

...

Jiyong pov:

Seungri looked pale.

Is he going into shock?

I leaned closer to him. I don't want him to faint.

He instantly looked up and said one thing before he fell.

"Why me?"

I screamed out his name and caught him in time.

He is really hurting.

I had no idea Seungri.

I'm sorry.

...

Seungri pov:

I woke up in my bed again.

This time, Jiyong was at my side.

He was patting my head with a warm rag.

Why does he have to be so kind?

Why does he have to make my heart swell with love and sadness.

He smiled when I looked at him.

"You fainted Seungri, so I had to put you back in you're bed." He said with a meloncholy tone.

"I don't want you do that to yourself again. Okay?" He said, brushing his fingers in my hair.

I couldn't fight it anymore.

I felt the love overflow.

My face heated up and I knew that Jiyong could see it.

Maybe now he would notice.

Maybe not.

I'm willing to take that chance.

...

Jiyong pov:

I was surprised when Seungri's face turned bright red.

Did he have a fever?

I slowly put my hand on his forehead to check for one.

I furrowed my eyebrows when there wasn't a fever.

"Hyung.." Seungri said admiringly.

"What is it?" I asked, still confused.

"I have to tell you something, but I have to do something in order for you to get it."

He has to "do" something?

What has this situation led up to?

I saw him lean closer to my ear, it made shivers run down my spine.

I don't know why I was reacting this way.

It was scary, but at the same time...exciting.

I felt his warm breath brush against my ear.

"Hyung..." He said as he took my hand and put it on his chest. "Do you feel my heartbeat?"

I felt the hard thumping of his heart.

I didn't know what to do next, I was still slightly confused.

"Hyung." 

"What is it Seungri?" I whispered for some reason.

"My heartbeat. It's because of you. You make me like this." He whispered back.

I felt heat rush to my face.

I realized what this feeling was.

I'm scared.