Skin And Bones
Description
I look into the mirror
There's no perfection
After the accident
I have a question
Why is nothing going right?
I started cutting
With the blade slicing
Across my canvas that was scarred
I stopped eating
There was still no perfection
All I could see was fat in the mirror
Everyone said I was Skin And Bones
I didn't believe I was Skin And Bones
I made a decision
It was hard
I started cutting along the arm that was once scarred
It was tough to stop
Painful to continue
All I was left in was
Skin And Bones
What if a member found out?
What if someone noticed?
Isolated in the corner of the room
With everyone crowding around in the dining room
Isolation, sad to hear
I was isolated in the corner
No one knew why
No one knew how
I was just there
Watching everyone else
I had to. No one could find out. No one should. They didn't notice how much I tried. How much sweat and blood poured down my face when I was at practice. No one knew the stress. No one knew I started. No one knew when I was going to stop.
Foreword
Hi ^^ I'm back with a One Shot. I hope it turns out to be one. I might only update when I'm free because there are two weeks to my end of years and this is the end of primary school ^^
I came up with this story idea because I realised how immature my writing is because I am still a kid so I researched about some stuff and wrote it in a more adult way(?) If you all don't like my new writing style or have problems adjusting to it, please voice them below in the comment section. It is easy for me to change my writing style (I hope) so just mention any displeasure about my writing style or story plots below in the comment section. If not, please continue supporting ^^
P.S. I'll be back next Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday :) Warning: This story includes anorexia nervosa and selfharm. If any of the readers out there feel queasy about these stuff, I suggest you all not to read it. If not, then please enjoy although this is actually something you shouldn't be enjoying...
To all who suffer from anorexia nervose or selfharm, I would like to say. Please, don't hurt yourself any longer. You're hurting those you care about you. And most importantly, you're hurting yourself. Up there, it says, It was tough to stop, Painful to continue. I know it is just how it is stated.
Just stay strong in this battle
It will all be okay in the end
Because there's always a listening friend <3
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