Skin And Bones

Description

I look into the mirror

There's no perfection

After the accident

I have a question

Why is nothing going right?

 

I started cutting

With the blade slicing

Across my canvas that was scarred

 

I stopped eating

There was still no perfection

All I could see was fat in the mirror

 

Everyone said I was Skin And Bones

I didn't believe I was Skin And Bones

I made a decision

It was hard

I started cutting along the arm that was once scarred

 

It was tough to stop

Painful to continue

All I was left in was

Skin And Bones

 

What if a member found out?

What if someone noticed?

 

Isolated in the corner of the room

With everyone crowding around in the dining room

Isolation, sad to hear

I was isolated in the corner

No one knew why

No one knew how

I was just there

Watching everyone else

 

I had to. No one could find out. No one should. They didn't notice how much I tried. How much sweat and blood poured down my face when I was at practice. No one knew the stress. No one knew I started. No one knew when I was going to stop.

Foreword

Hi ^^ I'm back with a One Shot. I hope it turns out to be one. I might only update when I'm free because there are two weeks to my end of years and this is the end of primary school ^^ 

I came up with this story idea because I realised how immature my writing is because I am still a kid so I researched about some stuff and wrote it in a more adult way(?) If you all don't like my new writing style or have problems adjusting to it, please voice them below in the comment section. It is easy for me to change my writing style (I hope) so just mention any displeasure about my writing style or story plots below in the comment section. If not, please continue supporting ^^

P.S. I'll be back next Tuesday, Wednesday or Thursday :) Warning: This story includes anorexia nervosa and selfharm. If any of the readers out there feel queasy about these stuff, I suggest you all not to read it. If not, then please enjoy although this is actually something you shouldn't be enjoying...

To all who suffer from anorexia nervose or selfharm, I would like to say. Please, don't hurt yourself any longer. You're hurting those you care about you. And most importantly, you're hurting yourself. Up there, it says, It was tough to stop, Painful to continue. I know it is just how it is stated. 

Just stay strong in this battle

It will all be okay in the end

Because there's always a listening​ friend <3

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Hinorinn #1
Chapter 4: This is such a pity... and yeah I won't say I'm not disappointed, but this is your life not mine. Thanks for all the hard works....
Linia12 #2
Chapter 4: this made me so uneasy.
not because you are not finishing the story, but because of how you sound. look, you dont have to apologize for leaving a fandom. and anyone that hates you for this is being very immature and honestly you dont have to care. its you, you decide which artists you like and which ones you dont. as simple as that. its non of anybodys business. i hope you keep this in mind. dont let such things ever get to you.
i wish you the best in the world. good luck with your other fics! :)
looshyhooshy #3
Chapter 4: I really hope u'll re-write this in the other account and complete it ..
And we'll never hate u even id u didn't complete it ..
anyways fighting ..
I'll go and see ur other fics there ^^
ohmysuperjunior #4
Chapter 4: i was so excited cuz i actually thought there was going to be an update fer 2 years :/ i really loved where this storyline was going. *sigh* it's okay, i guess. (and i don't hate you even though you've left the fandom) good luck with your other fanfics.
Bella2298 #5
Chapter 3: Please update soon!
Deboome #6
Chapter 3: Update please
shineeexogg #7
Chapter 3: I think this is great so far! Even though you haven't updated in 2 years or so, please update this story! :)
newtokpop09 #8
Chapter 3: Please update soon!:) like this:)
Siwoneth
#9
Chapter 3: Please update soon! :)
whiteyuki
#10
What's happening to him? Please, update soon!!!