True Feelings
No One Else
Dara's POV
Oh God. I am going crazy. Since Jiyong left to Japan this morning, I can't calm myself even though we are exchanging messages. Why am I feeling this way?
"Tokki?" I blink my eyes when I heard Donghae's voice. He just arrived hours ago. We are now currently having our dinner and tomorrow, we will go home. He chuckled. "You're really not happy to see me."
I pout my lips. "That's not true. I am just thinking something."
"You're thinking Jiyong Kwon."
I stopped then my face burned. He really knew me well. "I am only wondering what he and Tabi doing right now."
"Is it fun working with them?" I nodded. "I guess I should suggest to your Dad to give you an entertainment company." We both stare to each other then suddenly laugh together.
I grinned. "I am excited to see his reaction."
He laugh again then became serious. "I missed you Dara."
I smiled. "I missed you too..." Then grinned once more. "Fishy." He just smirked then we continue to chat until we finished eating.
"Ready for tomorrow?" I groan. He grinned. "I guess you're not. Goodnight Tokki."
I kissed his cheek. "Goodnight Fishy." While preparing to sleep, my phone rings then my chest start to pound hard when I saw Jiyong's name. I inhale deeply before answering it.
"What took you so long?" He sounded grumpy. I just chuckled. "Where is Donghae?"
"Sleeping already."
"Beside you?!"
I laugh. "Silly. You know that we have own rooms here."
He sigh. "What time is your flight?"
"In the afternoon."
He sigh again. "Dara..." I stopped and wait for him to continue. "I missed you."
That suprised me. Big time. "W-why is it easy for you to say that?"
"I don't see any reason to hold back as that's what I feel."
My face burned. He is like his mother after all. "How's the rehearsal?"
"Tiring but fun. And I feel different because you're not around."
My face burned more. He is too blunt. Too frank. Too honest. "It's only b-because you can't tease me anoymore."
He laugh. "That's true."
I pout my lips. "Jerk."
He laugh again then we talk until I feel sleepy. I yawn. "You're mean. Am I boring?"
I laugh a little then scratch my eyes. "Mister GD, in case you're not aware..." I check my watch, it's past midnight already. "We are talking for more than two hours."
"Really?"
"Yeah. Let's call it a night. You still have rehearsal and later is the first night. You should rest well."
He chuckled. "Alright. Dream of me."
"Yeah. Goodnight." Then I ended the call. I stare at the ceiling and a battle within me starts. Agony. Anxiety. Fear. How long Jiyong's feeling for me will last? What about me? I am certain that whatever I feel for him is growing. It scares me. And I don't know what for. Later on, I closed my eyes to rest. Hours after, I woke up with the help of my alarm clock then sigh. I didn't sleep! Damn. I took a quick bath then pack my things and I went to the kitchen. Donghae is currently preparing our breakfast. I inhale deeply. "Good morning Fishy!"
He is a little bit startled then smiled. "Good morning Tokki." He stare at me then grinned. "You didn't sleep right? You look like a zombie." I just groan then later on, we proceed to the airport. After we check in, Donghae and I sit while waiting for our boarding time but the flight is slightly delayed. "It seems heaven doesn't want you to leave."
I grinned. "Heaven doesn't want me to face Dad yet." He just chuckled then we decided to play while waiting for our real boarding time. "That's cheating!" I glare at him.
"Just accept that you lost."
"Let's try once more." He just grinned then positioned himself and I concentrate while looking to his moving hands, I was about hit it when we heard our flight number is now okay for boarding. But I stopped when the staff announced the destination. Did they redirect our flight to Tokyo? I looked to Donghae, he smirked. "What is happening?"
We both stand up then he suddenly pinch my nose. "That's the result of not paying attention."
I now remember that upon checking in earlier, I really don't understand a thing from the officer. My chest start to pound hard when I saw confirmation from his face. "A-are we going to Japan?" He nodded. "Why?"
He put his hands into his pockets. "Well...I wanted to be a
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