There's nothing more beautiful than the sunset and the cold air in the morning. She would wake up early in the morning to have a taste of the fresh air the nature has to offer. It is the time of the day where the city air is cleanest. No cars, no smoke. And she would postpone everything she's doing when it's getting dark. She loved to witness how the sunsets right before her very eyes. The sheer beauty the world presents truly amazes her. Just like any other day, she was there again, standing beside the Han river waiting for the sky to explode the mixed tints of orange, pearly pink and violets again which she finds relaxing. But unlike any other day, she was just there standing while tears are falling from those beautiful eyes. Soon it got dusk and she wondered when will she be able to watch the sunset with him again. But those dream seemed to be unreachable as the sky.       Looking at the busy steet, the lights seemed to be glowing like the stars because of the tears. The world was blurry and so was her mind. No one had took notice of that girl who stood there for a few hours.                                                               ....She looked helpless.         -------------------------------------------------   I don't know where to go.        Letting my feet drag me anywhere where it feels like going.       I found myself in front of Hyohyeon's house. Pressing the doorbell a few times and the gate opened. Hyohyeon must be so shocked to see me late at night. She let me in and offered me a glass of water. All my friends are aware of me getting married because of an arranged marriage. She was all alone in her house and she told me to take a rest.         Past suddenly passed by like a flash. Trying to reminisce the moments when everything was so sweet and innocent. Back when everything was still carefree. Those moments when it was only me and him under the stars.            We were there under the moonlight after enjoying the sunset. It was the last day of our highschool days and he asked me out. I don't know why I agreed and I'm happy I did. We rode a bicycle to Han river and told me many great things about the sunset, the city. We both have same taste and I was so happy but it didn't show. Holding a can of cold coffee he bought on our way here, we celebrated the last night of our High school years. That night supposed to be awkward because we were not close enough. Yes, we were classmates for a few years but we didn't talk much.          "The city lights look amazing." He said out of the blue. He must be enjoying it the way I do.       "Yeah. It's really amazing." I replied.       "If only people could take notice of how beatiful it is. You enjoy them for free without money getting involved. It looks luxurious." I was yet again impressed by his words.       "Wow. I'm impressed." I said looking at him smiling but he was so focused in the scenery.       "With what?" he asked still looking in front.       "Your words." I pointed out.       "How about me?" He finally looked at me and made me blush.       "What do you mean?" I asked.       "It's been a year already, me being like this to you. Stop pretending as if you have no idea Seohyun-a" I can't believe of what I'm hearing. Yes, I'm aware about what he feels but it's the first time I hear him saying it.. to me. I don't know what to say and how to react. Should I jump of joy because he admitted he likes me back? Well he's not yet aware about my feelings though. A long silence filled the air.       "How long do I have to wait?" his voice changed.       "No Luhan. There's nothing to wait for." I was shocked of what I just blurted out, it is not what I wanted to say. I can see his face filled with gloom. Silence once again surfaced. I find it very awkward that I want to apologize for everything. In every seconds passing by, i felt gultier and guiltier.       "Can I hug you?" He told me.       "Wha.." Before I can even finish my sentence, he pulled me into a tight embrace. Though I looked shocked at his actions, I didn't even budged. I feel safe. Me with him under the moonlight. I want the time to stop. I want that moment to last forever.       "I love you..."          I wished some nights lasted forever.             Since then we have not talked. But those memories were still fresh in my mind. All the things he said and he did to get my attention kept replaying in my head, I shouldn't have ignored them. If I only knew something like this was coming, I would've grabbed him and never let him go. Maybe I should've chased him the way he chased after me. If I only made a step towards him when he's making his way to me, then perhaps it is me beside him. But I was afraid back then,that he would someday get tired of me. And so I chose to love him in silence, because in silence I find no rejection, and in silence no one owns him but me. But life is no fairytale. And I'm not a princess.            I woke up and realized I was dreaming. I was momentarily cut off when someone knocked on the door. I carefully peeked who it was because it might be my family who found about where I am hiding. But it turned o