i think i am in with love with Sehun....i try to fight it, but damn he makes my heart flutter. Is being gay wrong? im so confused. Here's

why i think i might love him. My dreams they happen alot like this... heres how it went like this i was sitting on the couch watching tv

when Sehuncomes and sits beside me. My heart starts beating fast. He grabbed my face and kiss me. I was beyond shocked even

though i liked it .

"what are you doing?'' 

"i know you want me Luhan dont fight it ". My face was getting hot. i got up and ran to the next room. All i could

think about is he joking??? "Please open the door Luhan lets talk". i couldnt i wanted to be alone to figure out my feelings for

him....How weird could this dream get? I opened the door finally he rushes in his was blushing hard too.

Sehun pushed me up aganist the door. In the bathroom face to face eye to eye heart to heart. He grabbed my gface again kissing it more.

" i love you Sehun''.

After those words came out of my mouth a black hole appeared and swallows everything up and it leaves me .

i feel alone it hurt so much all i was screaming out was Sehun Sehun where are you. i woke up in tears.

After i saw Sehun after i woke up i tackled him like a puppy. Well thats my dream and why i think i love Sehun.

Another reason is i get jealous easy when i see him with someone else. One day Tao was hugging him....i dragged Tao away can you

believe that i was beyond jealous then after Tao it was Kai laying his head on his lap!!! i sat in between them like it was nothing.

"Luhan what is wrong with you??" said Sehun.

I couldnt tell him how i felt i didnt wanna get rejected.

"Nothing". i got up and walked away. I think everybody is worried about me. "Luhan can we talk ?" it was sehun

i walked with him into another room. "what do you want"? he grabs me "are you mad at me?"    

"No" he grabs my shoulders "dont lie to me" i push him away "dont touch me". sehun looked shocked ....i ran away from him sad

..why did i do that wae wae wae..." luhan stop running away i know why your acting this way" said Sehun. "no you dont ".

he grabs my face "now tell me if im wrong were you jealous?" i nodded "are you mad at me? i shake my head no

"are you in love with me?" i shake my head yes...he smiled and hugged me. i started blushing "sehun what are you doing?"

he grabs my face and kisses me....i dont know what to do..i wrap my arms around him im pretty

sure were secret lovers now....TO BE CONTIUNED IN ANOTHER STORY CALLED GROWL :)