a year have passed and Sehun didn't come back yet

he said he'll be back after a week...

our communication lasted for about a couple of weeks

he said to wait for him

he said he'll be back

he said to give him some more time

he said it's for work

and always ended our conversation with 'i love you', 'take care' and let me hung up

but the last call for him confused me

he said

'i'll miss you...i mean I miss you...and i'm here for you...always...I love you my aegi, my love, my beautiful girlfriend...my everything' then he hung up suddenly

but I didn't miss the sobs i heard from him

he's not a type of boyfriend who is very sweet with words

but this, our last conversation

he sounded so tired

he sounded so sweet

he sounded so sincere

he sounded like he's gonna cry

whenever I hear his voice, he sounded so tired and so fragile

I miss him already

I don't know why he is not calling me

but i trust him

i made up all the lies i can think of, just to pass a day smiling and hoping that one day he'll surprise me

him standing at the center of our living room, arms spread wide waiting for me to run to him and hug him tight

and i'll bury my cries in his chest

pouring all the days when im not with him

my train of thoughts stopped when i heard our phone ring

i answered the phone hurriedly hoping this time, i will already hear my hunnies voice saying to open the door and is waiting for me outside our flat

but to my dissapoinment it was just a service staff saying i have a mail downstairs

I just toss the mail at my coffee table

feeling tired of all the things i'm thinking right now

then phone rang again

i tiredly lifted up the phone to my ear

and heard a familiar voice

it belongs to Sehun's mother

sobbing

"dear...have you read the letter?" she started

"oh i haven't...why? is there someth