Daehyun Angst/Fluff 

 

He was late for dinner. But it wasn't any dinner, it was celebration for your 2year anniversary. Lately it seemed as if you two were bumping heads more than usual. And the more you bumped heads, the more likely he wouldnt come home for dinner. You wait for him in the living room, until you could not wait any longer.

 

"Aish Daehyun, what am I going to do with you?"

 

You walk over to the dinner table where you set up a romantic table set for tonight, and blew out the candles and un set it. The entire time you could not stop thinking about how good things were a year ago. When you knew that Daehyun would never hurt you, when there was no doubt in your mind that he was always faithful to you, and only you... 'What happened to us? Do you even love me anymore?' The thoughts brought tears to your eyes.

 

You went Into the bedroom in which you two shared, and changed out of the y lingeré you had bought for tonight's celebration. You whisper to yourself as you hang it up in your side of the closet, and put on your pajamas.

 

"Well _____, you fooled yourself once again. How could you have possibly thought that tonight would be the night that everything changes. That miraculously, you could bring back the spark you two had a year ago, and things would turn back to normal. You shouldn't have gotten your hopes up."

 

You lay down in bed, and cutt off your lights and cry yourself to sleep. 

~

At 4AM, your phone lights up, and wakes you since you were sleeping right next to it. It was Daehyun calling you. You look at the phone, and hesitate to pick it up. You answer.

 

"Hello Daehyun,"

 

on the other line he laughed,

 

"Come on ______-ah, come open the front door for me. I forgot my keys inside of the house."

 

You look over at his side of the bed, and sure enough, his house key was right there.

 

"Well what if I don't want you to come inside?" you questioned.

 

"Ah, don't be that way ______-ah, come open the door, it's cold out here."

 

You begin to feel bad, so you hang up, leave your bed, and open up the door for him.

 

"Thank you! Sorry for coming home so late, practice was extra long tonight." He stated.

 

You gave him a grin and walk away from him, back to your bedroom. He grabs you before you're able to leave, and kisses you. You push him off of you, and wipe your mouth.

 

"Daehyunnie, I'm tired. Lets sleep." You release your arm from his, and continue to walk away from him.

 

He sits there with a blank expression, then paces up behind you and grabs you again. This time, a little less nicer than the first time. You turn around with a disgusted look, and ask

 

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

 

He looks at you with a confused look. "______-ah, you didn't forget did you?"

 

"Forget what?"

 

" wow, you of all people." He scoffed.

 

You turn around and begin to walk away again. " I don't know what you're talking about, but I'm going back to bed."

 

"You've seriously forgotten that today was our two year anniversary?" You stop in your tracks and a tear falls from your eye.

 

"Daehyun, today's not our two year anniversary." You said trying to hold back your tears.

 

He begins to get angry. "Yes it is! It's 4am ______-ah, therefore it's December 14th - our two year."

 

You look down and sigh, you can't believe he had forgotten the date of your anniversary. Your tears began to flow down, and you continue walking to your room. He grabs your arm so rough that it hurts you, badly. You turn and look at him, and he sees your tears, it only angers him more.

 

"Why the hell are you crying??? And stop walking away from me!" he stared at you intensely with confusion.

 

You look away and whisper "Our 2year was yesterday. "

 

his grip of your arm loosens. He begins to shake his head in disbelief.  "No... No... I could've sworn it was the 14th... DAMMIT!"

 

He lets you go, and you walk into your room and lock him out. You hear a knock at the door, it's him.

 

"_____-ah. Please let me in." You begin to slide down to the bottom of the door, as you silently cry.

 

"Yah, let me in." You can tell that he's getting frustrated.

 

You stop crying enough to mutter out words. "Just leave Daehyun. But this time, never come back." Your words hits him like shards of glass. Surely he knew that things haven't been right between you two, but he didn't think it was enough for you to let him go.

 

Tears form in his eyes, and his breathing becomes louder. "...w-what do you mean, never come back." You didn't reply. "______-ah, don't do this to me... Don't do this to us." His words are quiet, and you hear him slide to the bottom of the door.

 

You finally decide to say something after moments of silence. "Since when did you care about me, or us?" Your words came out harsher than you intended, but this was something he needed to hear. "Since when did you care if I stayed up all night waiting for you to come home, only to give up, and hear you come home at 2am. Do you not realize what you do to me Daehyun? Do you not see the pain you cause me? You're never home anymore, and I'm left all alone. And Half of the time, I can hopefully find an excuse to why you aren't here for me. Well I'm done making excuses for you. I'm sick of feeling alone, and crying myself to sleep because you're not next to me. Just leave." You could tell that he knew that he had messed up. You got up to go to your bed.

 

As soon as he heard you move, he got up and started to bang on the door. "________-ah! DON'T YOU WALK AWAY FROM ME! *bang bang bang!* _______-ah! DON'T DO THIS!" You could hear his anger turn into sobs. "_______-ah!.... Please.... Just..... Just let me get my things." You heard him take a deep breath.

 

You felt horrible. Even though he deserved every bit of pain that he felt at that moment, you still loved him. And with that, you still cared about him. You walked over towards the door and leaned against it with your hand on the knob.

 

"You promise you're only getting your things?"

 

There was a deep sigh. "Yes." You opened the door, and he looked up at you from his head being against the door. You can see that he's been crying a lot because his eyes were red.

 

Not able to see him like this, you look down and let him in. He begins to pack his things, and you decide to go into your bedrooms bathroom. You closed the door, but kept an ear to the door. You couldn't hear him packing his things anymore. You open the door, and there he was. Right in front of you, staring you straight into your eyes as if he knew every little detail about you.

 

He knew that you weren't over him. Heck, you could've told yourself that. "Daehyun... I....I told you to leave."

 

Suddenly he grabbed you by your hips, and kissed you roughly. His tounge searched hungrily throughout your mouth. You didn't fight back, in fact, you enjoyed this. It's been over three months since you two have made love, and you've never wanted him more. You break away from the kiss and look him in the eyes, and breathlessly say

 

"What are we doing?"

 

He looks at you, and looks at the ground. You lift up his chin with your finger, and you saw that there were tears in his eyes. You knew that the thought of you not being with him tore him apart. you couldn't keep seeing him like this, so you gaze away for a moment.

 

After a moment of silence, he begins to speak. "________-ah..... I know that I haven't been the best to you. I know that things have been rough between us two, but that's why we have to stick together..." He turns your chin to him with his index finger and thumb. "To build our relationship. If we can make it through rough patches like this, we can make it through anything. I'm sorry for leaving you alone when things weren't right between us. I'm an idiot, I know. But having you not by my side is something I just can't take."

 

A tiny grin moved across your face when those words were said. He was such a sweetheart.

 

"So... You love me more than you love cheesecake?" You said smiling, and looking up at him with puppy eyes.

 

He chuckled, "Oh come on! You can't just ruin the moment with comparing yourself to cheesecake." You raise an eyebrow, letting him know that you were serious.

 

"Fine, haha if you MUST know, then yes I guess I do love you more than cheesecake." Your jaw dropped.

 

"You GUESS?"

 

"Yup, just a little bit more."

 

You pout. "Well," you said moving your face closer to his, and lowering your voice into a seductive tone. "Cheesecake can't do this..." You slowly began to plant soft kisses on his neck. His head tilts to the side, giving you more access. "Or this..." You breathe into his neck, and kiss it again. Then you move up to his lips and peck them with a soft kiss. "And it definitely can't do THAT."

 

He bites his lip, and looks down at you seductively. "Yeah you're right.... How about you show me some other stuff that cheesecake can't do."

 

You chuckle, "hmmm... I don't know. All this talk about cheesecake has made me hungry!"

 

"Haha fine, but the menu has been changed..."

 

You gave him a confused look, "what do you mean?"

 

He gives you a seductive grin, and leans down to the side of your ear and whispers "...I'm the main dish tonight."

 

You gasp as he suddenly grabs you, and throws you over his shoulder and carries you to the bed. "Daehyun! Put me down!" You said playfully kicking your feet and lightly hitting him.

 

"Nope." He then puts you on the bed and climbs on top of you.

 

He kisses you deeply, and looks you in your eyes. "I love you _____-ah, Don't ever leave me... My heart belongs to you, and only you. And to have you leave.... You'll be taking my heart with you.... Please don't let me be in love by myself."

 

Tears of joy began to form in your eyes. It felt like forever since he's talked sweet to you. You kiss him deeply, and detach from the kiss and look him in the eyes. "I love you Daehyun...." You whisper.

 

After hearing those words, he kissed you deeply and hard, and you guys made passionate love for the rest of the night.