"Good Morning!"

you said to yourself.. you get out of the bed while looking for you phone.

you wanna call someone, you're very happy and excited today..

after you found your phone you immediately find the contact you want to call.

 

"yeoboseyo?" someone pick up you phone.

Lee Jongsuk s the first person you call today. he hang up your call with a rether hoarse voice like someone just got up.

 

"Don't you remember this s my birthday?" you said with a frown *although he didnt see*

 

"Oh mian, i just woke up. Happy birthday ([your name])!" he laughed and fully awake

 

"Mian? I won't! Yay Lee Jongsuk if you want  forgiven give me  a gift then!"  you stuck out your tongue but you still cant resist your smile.

 

"A gift? hm.. joha geuleom! what do you want? i'll buy for you" his voice changed to soft

 

you're surprise when jongsuk said if he will buy whatever you want.. you cant not smile.. you are so happy and you cant hide that.

without conscious you scream with delight it feels like you want to jump.

but you realize soon and you paused.

 

"I want a teddy bear. buy for me okay? i'll waiting for you. dont forget to come to ma birthday party. i just celebrate with my dad and mom. you must come!"

 

"Okay! I will. wait for me.. hm i have to go somewhere.. see you soon"  he turn off the call

 

"Oh okay, see you soon!"  you kissed your phone

you're going to take bath and ready for your party.

 

Today is your birthday and you're so happy bcs you always celebrate your birthday party with your parents and Lee Jongsuk..

after you and your parents prepare a small feast and everything s ready you tried to call Jongsuk

but you cant reach him, he didnt answer your call. you tried to be positive thinking.

 

"Maybe he still looking for Teddy Bear that i want as a gift from him" you just talk to youself

 

while waiting for his call you lied on your bed and kept looking at your phone.

 

"Seulpeohajima no no no honjaga anya no no no
Eonjenanana naege hangsang bichi dwae jun geudae"

you set Apink-Nonono as your ringtone. someone call you. it must be Jongsuk. you quickly pick up the call.

 

"yeobose.." you stop smiling and you silent.

 

thats not Jongsuk but Jongsuk's mom..

 

"(your name), this s me, Mrs.Lee.. i wanna tell you a news" her voice s very heavy and sounds like she s been cryin

 

"Oh Mrs.Lee. yea okay i"ll listen. what you wanted to tell? is it a bad news?" you to worry why Mrs.Lee call you and why Mrs.Lee wanna tell you a news. that must be a news about Jongsuk. so you start to worrying Jongsuk.

 

"I can;t say like this.i couldnt" she began to cry

 

"w-what happend Mrs.Lee? something happend with Jongsuk?" she s cried and thats made you more curious

 

"uri Jongsuk... he had.... he had....." she cant stop cryin, you hear clearly that she tried hard not to cry

 

"yes Mrs.. he had?....."

 

"He had an accident this afternoon, and the doctor cant saved his life.. idk how to tell you and idk how to deal with this reality. im so down.. what should i do? what should i do?" her cries grew louder

 

after hear that all you just turn off the call and also your phone.

this s your birthday, why did this have to happen?!

you quite for a while and look at a calendar, you see the date circled in red color..

(your birthday date) is the date you circled as the happiest day once a year.

your tears begin to fall, you cant hold back your tears..

you cry in silence until you dad call you. you quickly wipe your tears then go out from your room.

you walked out with no strength.

 

"What happend dear?"  your mom asked

 

"Jongsuk.. hm" your tears start to fallin again

 

"Whats going on with Jongsuk? is he sick? shall we visited him now and cancel the party?" your dad give you advice

 

"No, lets see him letter. i think i have no strength to see him now. we meet him letter" you wipe your tears

 

you havent tell your perents about Jongsuk and you decided to continue your birthday party without him.

your parents singing a happy birthday song for you . you touched of their song and also sad bcs Jongsuk will not be your side anymore

 

you blow out your birthday candles but bfr that you make a wish

and your wish is ..

"Lee Jongsuk.. you watching me from heaven , right? I wanna tell you that i like you since were child.. i really like you... actually i wanna confess this after i blew the candles but i changed my plan.. althought you're not here anymore i say it right now. after i finished my wish ma last wish s i hope we can meet in heaven. i like you and always like only you, Lee Jongsuk" you open your eyes and smiling while wipe your tears.

"Goodbye ma bestfriend, ma brother and the best man i've ever know" You see the sky and waving your hand to Jongsuk.

 

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lol.. i think its boring..

im not a good writter..

but next time *if i had a mood* i'll post something more better than this..

i cant get a happy ending.. sorry ..

see u next time! ^___^ kkkkkk