I first saw him at the university library. I had no idea who he was back then but found him so attractive. A friend of mine told me about him a few days later. it turns out that he is quite popular in the campus. Student council president, Basketball varsity captain, dance club honorary member (He is a great dancer but apparently, his father doesn't want him to focus on that.)

That was Mr. Oh-so-perfect, Jung Yunho. There are still alot of info stuck in my head, thanks to my bestfriend that is one of his fans. Don't get me wrong, I am not a anti or something. In fact, I think I even fell for him in the first sight. I mean, who wouldn't right? Right?! But even if I feel that way. I couldn't let myself be obsess with him, because I know in the end it would be me who will end-up crying. I mean, aside from the fact that I am also a man, even if I am not, he is still unreachable.

So, I just focused on my studies. I keep on telling myself, "Kim Jaejoong, don't be a fool. He is not for you. Just focus on your studies. Think about your future!".

I say that to myself over and over again like a mantra and it works because I didn't become crazy over him like his fangirls. I'm not like them who becomes wild and scream his name whenever he is around, who showers him with gifts.

Well, I did give him a gift once. A self-made bracelet with his name on it. It is made out of black and white beads. I made it for his birthday.

I didn't actually give it to him personally. I put it into his locker along with the hundreds of letters and gifts from his fans. I didn't even know if he saw it, much more if he kept it if he did. He is rich so why will he like something like that? I give it to him anyways.

I kept my focus on studying and working as student librarian. I am not rich so I have to help my family as much as I can. But I still didn't forget to take a glimpse of him whenever I can, just to relax my mind for a while. It is easy for me to do so, because unlike some rich brats, he actually studies at the library. He comes at least twice a week sometimes more depending maybe on his schedule. Just like now. He is reading another law book. He is seating on his usual spot which is about 50 meters away from my desk. He is so hot but looks so cool even just by simple reading...

Haaaayyy, now my day is complete again! Time to do my job.

I started gathering books left by the students on the tables and classify them so it would be easier for me to put them back on the shelves later. While doing that, I mentally check my schedule for the week.

'I have a project that is due next week. It's already Tuesday so I still have lots of time to finish it. I've already started it anyways, I just run ou