I wonder why the sky's blue. I wonder why I'm here. I'm so tired. Tired of living the way I am. Tired of people around me. One by one leaving me without saying a word. People betraying me over and over again and yet I still forgive them even when I know they don't deserve my forgiveness. I don't understand people around me. They just come in my life and leave or stay whenever they like. They come to me only when they needed me but when I need them .. they're not there for me. I've been used so many times. I'm tired of getting hurt again. I'm tired of crying to sleep every night. I have been strong for so long, I wanted someone to take care of me. To protect me. Be there for me whenever I needed them. Where? Where can I find someone like that? Someone who's willing to listen to me. Stick with me through thick and thin. Someone who will love me for who I am. Please. Please come to me soon. I really need someone with me right now. I can only stay strong for so long. Please.   

CL

I wonder why the sky's blue. I wonder why I'm here. This world to me is so unfair. I'm tired. I'm tired of living in this world. Everyone's the same. They only care about themselves and no other. What a cruel world. Injustice world. In this world, only you can save yourself. No one will be there for you. There is no one out there you can trust but yourself. I wanted to leave here but I can't leave all my responsibility behind. I can't be that selfish and only think about myself. I'm not the same as them. And I'm not going to be one of them. I know I'm a strong person but because of my heart .. my kind hearted caring heart. I always put people before me. I'm always there for them even when I know they won't be there for me. I don't want anyone to feel left out. I don't want anyone to feel the same pain like I am. Lonely. Unbelonging. Unloved. Outsider .. I don't want anyone to go through what I've been through. 

G-Dragon