The word “love”  is hard to say.

“ Henry and Dasom are dating” “ Perfect love between talented boy and pretty girl : Henry and Dasom” ...why the news was everywhere, Amber felt so heavy in her head and heart. “Amber! Cheer up! You can do it! Let’s call some friends and hang out with them!” She mumbled to herself but soon she could feel a tear dropping on her hand...

...It has been  months since they had a serious talk about their relationship and they chose to remain friendship. Amber knew it was her choice but how she could say the word “love”. Henry is a perfect  man but she is not a perfect woman, he is worth someone better than her. So why she cried when she read the news when she knew it would come one day...

...Signing in twitter, her mention was full of question from fans about this.

...Signing in facebook, some people indirectly asked her too.

...If she goes to company right now, there will be people who talk about that.

Where she can find a place where she can be alone where she didn’t have a chance to hear or see about this. She closed her eyes and started to wish...

...Time, please come back.

...If only she hadn’t met him.

...Want to stay with family right now.

...Best wish is that he was here, right now, with her so they can talk to each other, both laughs out loud when they shares funny stories or eat tacos together...

Never think about the death but everything is so empty and white...

...If she died, he would remember her.

...If she died, time flies, he would also forget her.

...If she died, but life is too short, why she must make it shorter.

...If she died, how about family

...If she died, would he remember her?

She started laughing out loud like a crazy person and repeated the word “stupid”.

After that she really felt better. She made a bucklist and made a plan when she would do wishes in the bucklist. Right now she really wanted to produce a song that could show her feeling toward the dating news. She sat on the chair and started to play organ. Just when she put her hand on the organ, she started to cry. Henry used to sit here and played  his songs for her. She slowly looked around the room, Henry left his scent everywhere in this house.

Here the bed he used to sleep on.

There the TV remote they used to fight over to watch their own favorite channel.

This shirt he bought for her.

Those shoes they shopped together to buy.

She stood up, closed eyes and opened eyes, she slowly stepped forward the bed. She had a feeling that it would be the best place for her now. She felt dizzy and headache. She laid on the bed and imagined henry was lying by her side. She felt so good. Now she felt heart painful too. She felt tired. She closed her eyes.

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Heartbroken Ending :  Do you know the ending? Amber can’t do the promise she made to herself when Julian died, she promised to herself she would live for his life too. But now she went  to the same place with him. She closed eyes forever. The media made clear about the dating news that Henry and Dasom just hung out as friends, nothing more. Henry didn’t do any activities in a year. From that on, he can’t compose any cheerful songs, all his songs are sad. “Love” is the word should be said soon when the chance comes.

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Open Ending : Amber woke up. She feels better than yesterday. She went to the company. Soon or later, she will have to cope with it so why not sooner? She’s a cool girl, she’ll show the world that. What is love? We can eat “love” to live ? so work more and more~ one day she will meet her true love.

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Happy Ending :  Henry knew news would come. The company told him, it was a good marketing way. He haven’t told Amber yet because he wanted to know Amber’s reaction about this news. Their talk last time hurt him so much. He liked her and he could feel she liked him too so why she chose to remain friendship. He decided to visit her. He just wanted to tell her immediately he and Dasom, they are just friends, nothing more. He told the manager to drive more quickly. He had the key, so he quickly rush into the room and saw Amber lying on the bed. He was angry at first, why she could keep calm like that but when he looked at her face more carefully, he saw her tears and the way she was lying just like a baby needed protecting. He wanted to hug her and he did it. He felt warm and happy. When Amber wake up, Henry’s face was very close to her. She was not surprised, she thought she was in a dream and she wishpered “ I love you”, as soon as she finished the sentence, Henry opened his eyes and he had the biggest smile ever and he said “ me too, Am”. Amber felt this dream was so real, she really didn’t want to wake up. Then Henry said “ I can hear the noise from your stomache, let’s go to eat something now”, Amber totally wake up and felt so shy. “ Before we go out, we forget...”  he kissed her and grinned happily. Both laughed out loud. “ God! Please make time stop! So that we can be like that forever” She didn’t know if God can listen to her pray or not, she just repeated the pray in her mind hundreds of time. When Henry introduced Amber to his family, they were surprised and objected to their love, but henber made a plan, they said they had baby already, they would never get rid of the kid so Henry’s family agreed their wedding, a secret wedding because they still want to work together in order to compose happy, cheerful or meaningful songs for fans.

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If you choose ending 1: you should cheer up, life is beautiful and die is not that easy.

If you choose ending 2: you consider real world really well, please continue like that.

If you choose ending 3: stop to be delusional because you will be the one who get hurt.

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1. Im bad at English

2. Im bad at literature

3. My first time writing fanfic

4. I didn't check again because it hurts