Daehyun's POV

It took my about a day to find out about which hospital she's staying in, the remaining 3? Trying to gain the courage to go to the damn hospital and trying to rehearse what to say when I see her. I mean, she dropped the 'I'm going to die' bomb on me within days we met so I can't just pop in her freakin hospital ward and say 'hey just wanted to check up on you. How are you friend?' 

"You're such a wuss, seriously. Since when did you care about what the girl thought, you only cared about yourself," Youngjae pointed out who came to the hospital with him, but my best friend was also starting to get irritated, seeing me pace back and front in the hospital lounge for the 5th hour

"Okay, look I have to pick up my date in 15 minutes so I got to go, good luck man," he quickly said and left before I could say a word. I looked at my friend's car leave in disbelief and headed towards the front desk 

"Which room is Shin Yumin-sshi in?" I asked her with the sweetest smile ever and she smiled back 

"Room 351, third floor," she said and gestured me towards the elevator. I entered the empty elevator and clicked 3 and I rubbed my warm hands together in anxiousness and got off when it made the Dding sound 

I looked towards my left and right and found myself in front of her room within a minute or two 

I exhaled once then grabbed the handle and opened it roughly. I turned towards her and I felt guilty for opening the door so loud, seeing that she was sleeping. When I was about to close the door, the doctor came in 

"Friend?" he asked as he eyed me up and down 

"Umm...you could say that," I said and watched the doctor observing Yumin's charts 

"*sigh* oh dear, I knew I shouldn't have," the doctor sighed in anger and pity 

"Is something wrong?" 

"Are you fully aware of this girl's condition?" he asked me and I shook my head 

"All I know is that she's going to die," 

The doctor had released another set of sighs 

Suddenly, Yumin bolted up from her bed and ran to the bathroom. The doctor ran in after her, and all I could hear from the disgusting room was the sound of her puking 

I felt sick to my stomach and was about to leave but paused when I saw her enter the room again with an even paler looking face than when I last saw her 

The doctor helped her lay back in bed and he called for a nurse and whispered something into her ear 

"Yumin-ah, I'm afraid we have to stop your chemo-treatment. I can't risk it any longer, I only agreed to it the first time because you begged me but seeing your condition I can't tolerate it any longer. I can only give you pain medication," 

"did my health deteriorate faster?" she asked with a soft hoarse voice and I cringed 

"I'm afraid so. I'm sorry Yumin-yang, but I can only give you pain medication," 

"So you're telling me to wait for my death?" she asked as her soft voice started to get a little louder. I sensed her anger, her confusion, her hurt 

The sickening feeling I felt earlier disappeared when I saw the hope erase before her eyes 

The doctor only bowed to her and left

I turned towards her once the doctor left and I saw that she finally noticed my presence in the room

"What are you doing here?" she asked as she started to get back up and I shook my head 

"Just lay down," 

"No need, I've been sleeping all day, I'm fine. Now answer my question, why are you here?"

"I wanted to visit you,"

"For what reason would you want to visit me. We're not