I Gave Him Up , Damn It .
H A P P I N E S S ; [ONE/TWO SHOT]Taemin's POV
"Minnie , ...i'm dating Yuri now ." Minho said as he absentminded-ly my hair .
"Yeah , good joke , hyung ! good joke !" i said in denial .
It cant be .
Minho and I ...we're like an unofficial couple ; the confession not spoken , well , ...not yet .
Cant be .
"Minnie , ...i'm not joking ." the voice that i came to adore a few months back , spoke again .
A gush of cold wind from the beach replaced the warmth of his hand as he pulled it away to stare into my eyes .
"...really , hyung ?" i asked again , with eyes begging for his serious facial espression to crumble and to be replaced by his charming smile , so that i'll know hes kidding . joking . pulling my leg .
"...yeah ." he whispered .
...i need space .
Yes , i think i need space .
the beach had become so ...stuffy .
I need to get out of here . Yes . I need to .
"Taemin ,"
and fast .
"yeah sure hyung ." you said as you stood up while brushing away the sand from your pants .
"Minnie ! ," he said and grabbed your wrist , "where on earth are you going ?!" his voice sounded irritated .
Irritated ? He cant use that tone on me . Hes a nobody to me now .
I felt my patience wearing thin as I looked into his passion-burning eyes .
"Well hyung ," i said a little too sarcastically ," I'm not going to stay here with somebody's boyfriend . Let . me . go . Choi Minho . I'm going back to the dorm . See you there ." i said as i roughly pulled my wrist free .
" you , Choi Minho . you to eternal hell ." i thought as i stormed towards the dorm that we shared with a few others .
"Hey Minnie ! Come join us an pl-"
"NOT interested , hyungs ." i spat as i rushed up the stairs .
Damn , why wont anyone leave me alone !
A cough from the other bed shocked me out of my dream .
Damn , i havent had that dream in a long time .
alot of things happened after that incident . I flew to Singapore for a bit to take a break and to nurse my broken soul . I was alone in Singapore so i had time to straighten my thoughts out . Sure , Singaporean fangirls ran after me . But i took that like as if it was my morning jog , so no problems there . Most of the time , i stayed in the room . It was fun , really . Watchig teevee , snacking as much as i like . And then , 5 months later , i came back to my homeland , Korea . By that time , i healed enough, and minho hyung is just ...another hyung to me . No grudges , no regret . In fact , i came back to say sorry to Key Umma , Onew Appa , Jonghyun hyung for leaving them and Minho hyung for being immature . Even tho i got a hell of a scolding from umma , i was glad i took the break , still am glad , actually .
I came to love Minho hyung as a hyung only , nothing more . and thats kinda a huge accomplishment .
"Minho-hyung ...? are you feeling unwell ...?" you whispered so as to not wake him up in case he is still sleeping .
"yeah ." he replied loudly .
he was wide awake ?
"you've not been sleeping , hyung ."
"yeah ."
"Hyu-"
"Minnie , i'm sorry ."
"yah , ...wae ?"
"for breaking your heart that day ."
huh ?
"what day , hyung ?"
"the day i told you i'm dating Yuri ."
"...oh , that day . its okay hyung ! i told you a million times , you're forgiven !"
"but still , i'm sorry ."
"If you're gonna be sorry for that , then i'm guilty for liking you before , hyung . Dont do this , please ? be forward looking !"
"Taemin ...sorry for making you feel guilty ."
"YAH HYUNG ."
"...sorry Minnie ."
"yah , did you fight with Yuri noona ?"
"...yeah ."
"whatever happened , its okay . No one is perfect , hyung ."
"But at least i could try . i should have tried harder ."
damn his dertermine genes .
"no hyung , drop it ."
"Sorry Minnie ."
"what did noona do this time ? or what did you ?"
"...i dont know what to day , Minnie ."
Okay , maybe hes not comfortable talking to me about his girlfriend .
"Did she hurt you ?"
"yeah ."
"...you're unhappy ?"
"....yes , minnie ."
"Hyung , i dont wanna hear that ."
"Taemi-"
"No . I left you for her . I left you so that you could be happy with her . I ing left you cause you love her ," i clenched my fist under my blanket , my anger starts to boil , "I left you , Choi Minho , cause you said ... she'd . make . you . happy . Now what the hell happened ?"
"Minnie ."
"No . Dont 'Minnie' me . I left you so that you can be happy with her . You're not happy with her , and i'm not sure i'm okay with that ."
"Minnie ...sorry . Sorry i'm making you angry ."
"Stop it with the 'Sorry' hyung . You were the great Choi Min Ho . Were . She made you pathetic . I'm not sure i'm okay with that ."
"Sorry Minnie ."
"DAMN IT MINHO ." i shouted as i jumped out of my bed .
"Where are you going , Taemin !"
"I'm going out for a run , if i stay here , i dont know what will happen to the furnitures around ." i hissed to prevent myself from shouting at Hyung .
Within seconds , i'm out of the dorm . Slicing through the quiet streets of Seoul . I need to let this andreline out . if not i'll expl-
"OUCH ." i heard a sharp , high pitched scream as i hit someone's left shoulder .
ouch . my ears hurts .
"Sorry i wasnt loo-"
And right before my eyes , Yuri noona groaned in pain .
"....Yuri Noona ."
"Minnie ?"
i hate it when she calls me that . she dont have the rights to call me that .
"Fancy meeting you here , noona ." i said with an evil smile creeping .
"...taemin... ? why are you smiling like that ?" i heard her heart beating fast and fear in her voice .
oohhh ~ sharp hearing . just like she said . and hard-to-control emotions ...hmm , she did say that .
"...what smile... , ..noona ?" i said as i approached her , my steps similar to those of a predator , the evil smile still plastered on my face .
When her back hitted a wall , i bared my fangs .
Hmm , ...the girl that changed me said that it'd take quite a long time for me to 'transform' , ...right ?
..Maybe its time .
"well noona ," i said as i place my arms each beside her pretty face , building a cage ,"..todays' your lucky day ."
You see , ....the Singapore trip ....wasnt just a trip ....
Lol k that was rushed . i'll edit it tomorrow ! kamsa <3
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