____ POV

I was so touched by their feelings toward me now; I really felt happy and comfortable; it's been like months now with them, I so attached to them; I feel like I have a family again? But I'm afraid; am I really going to continue hiding my real identity? Am .. lying to them .. but still I have a reason that’s why they’ll understand … maybe.

I shifted my eyes to where Lay was standing uncomfortable; he hesitantly looked at me and was about to say something

" _____ ah!!" The door was suddenly opened revealing all members of SHINee; Jonghyun Oppa was the first to reach my hand...

"What happened ___ ?? Eeh? Are you ok?“ He was over concerned; panting so hard while examining me to make sure am fine; he really warmed my heart by his appearance; I nodded assuring him that am fine with a warm smile

"Oppa is so sorry for not being here for you ….. " He continued and hugged me

Lay POV

I was cut off by the sudden appearance of them; I was so irritated by how they all surrounded her and how she was so overwhelmed by their appearance; I looked at how he was gently caressing her hand; I was really shocked and taken aback when he took her between his arms hugging her while brushing the back hair head softly and she smiled softly; our eyes met while she was hugging him and I just looked at her without any expression, coldly I turned away as I couldn’t take it anymore and headed toward the door; I opened the door and Kris popped up with some water and soft drinks

"Where are you going Lay?" He said and looked at my cold gaze; I looked back at ___ and left without responding

Kris POV

"What's wrong with him?" I said entering the room when I heard ___ 's soft voice talking to?! SHINee!

"Aren't you supposed to be in Japan right now?" I asked them not showing any jealousy toward them being so close with her yet I think it was clear that I hated their presence

" Yeah~ we finished our concert, and we were supposed to come back tomorrow but when we heard about what happened to ___ we took the first flight to Seoul" Jonghyun said looking from me to ___, who gave him her best, soft, warm smiles ever; I looked at the rest of SHINee they were talking to ___ , to make sure she's ok

"You should go take some rest Oppa(s), you look tired … " ___ said softly concerned about SHINee

"Ani~ we'll stay with you " Key said holding her small hand

"Oppa, I'm fine just go rest for some time" ___ said showing more attention to them what made me really jealous

"Are you sure?"  Onew said brushing her hair softly; She nodded cutely while smiling brightly to them

 " Wah~ she's really pretty" I thought looking at her; I really hate seeing SHINee around her; she really likes them -- Maybe more than us . .

"Ok then ~ ___ ah! I'll call you later tonight okay? "Minho said smiling to her and again she smiled and nodded

"Ah~ guys just a moment I have to go to the rest room " Jonghyun suddenly said after being quite for a while now and left the room quickly

"What is he thinking about?" I thought looking at him leaving

Jonghyun POV

Before starting our concert in Japan, I tried to call ____, but she never picked up her phone; I was really concerned about her; I started looking for manager hyung

  "Jonghyun? Where are you going? " Onew asked me but I looked at him blank

"We're starting soon hyung, you better stay or I'll sing your part” Taemin said giggling cutely; Worry was covering my face; I looked at them like a lost person

"Jonghyun you ok? " Minho said approaching me; I felt my chest tightened; I left the room, looking for manager hyung

"Ah~ hyung " I said running to where he was when I spotted him

"Yah! What are you doing here?  You should get ready" he said pushing me toward the dressing room

"NO~ hyung please listen to me first! " I said stopping him

"What do you want?"

"Can you please call EXO manager?" He looked at me strangely

"Why?! " he said raising his eyes brow

"I want to ask him something" he looked weirdly at me then dialed his number; I took the phone, heart beating fast

 "Please god let her be safe, plea-" I was praying then he picked up

"Hello?" he picked up

"Ah~ annyeonghaseyo hyung am Jonghyun " I said

"Ah~ Jonghyun-ah~ how is you concert going? " he said

"We're starting soon, but hyung I want to ask you something ……. "

"What?"

"How is ___ ah~ ? " I asked him but … This weird feeling again ..  

"Ah~ ___ ah~?! " he said with a heavy sigh

 "This poor girl lying down in the hospital " he said and my heart stopped beating

"What do you mean?" I said dizzily

"The guys were fighting, she tried to stop them but Lay pushed her and her head was hit the table edge hard and she was badly injured … causing her to go on coma,  but s…………..he's fi………..ne n………….ow ……..  "

" Lay … " I hissed closing the phone; I couldn't hear EXO manager last words; I ran back to manager hyung

" Hyung~ book the first flight back to Seoul after the concert"

"What!!! Why!!!!! “ he said shocked

"I'm going to get ready, don't forget hyung please! " I said going to the room; I couldn't tell the guys so they can concentrate but my actions were so suspicious

"Jonghyun are you ill? You look pale? Something happened?" Key said looking at my pale face

"Ani~ am fine” I said forming a fake smile; they all eyed me because they know I'm hiding something

"Lay!!! You will regret this” I hissed getting ready to the concert; After 1 hour, the concert ended up successfully, we went to our changing room again

"Good job Jonghyun~ your part was awesome, you looked like you really going to cry!" the guys complemented with their thumps up

"Okay kids, your flight will be after 1 hour ready to go?" Manager said

"WHAT!!!!!!" all of them screamed startling hyung

"Guys …... Sorry for not to telling you, but we should go back to Seoul as soon as possible" I said and they looked at me worried

"Wae hyung???!!!  Something happened? " Key asked impatiently

"Yeah …… “I said and took a breathe

 " ____ ah … laying at the hospital "

"EAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!" They all shouted and  I nodded slowly

"She suffers a serious injury in the head, and she’s unconscious …" I said voice shaking

"I k-Knew something was w-wrong f-from the start …. " Key said tears in his eyes

"Let's go to the airport quickly!” said Onew walking straight to the door

We all followed; after the airplane landed we went straight to Seoul hospital;  We went and checked at ____, I was relived after seeing her innocent eyes and hearing her pure voice as soon as she knew that we just arrived she asked us to rest.

We were about to leave when I noticed Lay wasn't around! I lied about wanting to use the rest room! Actually I went to look for Lay!

Sehun POV

We were all surrounding ____, telling her how sorry we are for making her in this place; although she was smiling brightly to us telling us not to worry and she’s just fine, she still looked sad

Her eyes wouldn't stop shifting to one direction; and that was where Lay hyung laying standing; I'm not saying it's not bothering me, I mean whenever we talk to her I feel like her body is with us but mind in other place or maybe thinking of Lay; but how ? After all what he did?! No ..There is no way she likes him I just don’t think so

I was looking at her when the door suddenly was opened startling us and her face brightened happiness covered all over her face; I looked at who it was then all I saw was SHINee surrounding her leaving no room for us to stand beside her anymore

I felt jealousy eating me alive; I was really sad when I realized that she likes SHINee more than us .. well that was obviously shown on her face

Luhan POV

My heart was beating so fast, I know it's not the right choice to tell her how I feel toward her any time soon; I'm afraid it would be awkward between me and her; I mean what if she rejects me ..

I looked at her but her eyes were always on one person ..  Lay, I know it’s him, I knew since the first time their eyes met; she loves him, but it just hurt that he always hurts her; I can protect her; I can love her more than him; but I think it’s the best to hide my feelings deep inside, for the sake of everyone not to be hurt ..

I looked at her when as fast as the light speed; her face changed to a wide smile with redness on her cheeks; I turned around to see SHINee running toward her; my body heated up furiously!

"Do you love them that much ____ ah~?" I thought clenching my fist 

 "Did we hurt you that’s much! That you can't even give us this bright smile?"

Baekhyun POV

I saw ___ looking at Lay hyung; I couldn't tell whether she softened toward him or she might be angry; he looked up and to her face, I saw her wide smile covering her face like a bird released from its cage, I thought it's for hyung; but I soon discovered it was for SHINee;  I didn't even greet them and just stood in my place watching how they are surrounding her. .

 "I know you love them more than us ___ah~ but I'll make sure to prove that you're wrong!" I thought to myself

Chanyeol POV

"WHAT! SHINee!!!" I screamed in my head;  I mean why? why showing all this happiness when she saw them; I know they cared about her a lot from the moment they knew her; I admit they really treated her well, they never said "no" to her, and she was like a little spoiled girl when she's with them, although she looks different when we're around; maybe because we were treating her badly; I saw Lay hyung leaving the room quietly and I looked at his back sadly;

"I know hyung, I know you like her and you're dying inside but you should do something, you should take the first step; You can't just run away!" I thought shifting my eyes to Jonghyun and ___

Lay POV

I felt irritated so I left the room, I couldn't see this happy smile of her because they are here; I never saw her smiling happily like this!

"What am I expecting anyway  ... I only hurt her”  I thought to myself;  I was walking beside the huge wall outside the hospital while thinking about ____

" YAH! ZHANG YI XING “I heard someone calling me furiously; I turned around

*PUNCH*

I fell on the ground

"What the FU*K!" I said in Chinese;   I touched my lips, blood came out

"YAH! JONGHYUN what the hell is wrong with you! "I said angrily, looking at him

He bent down to my level and grabbed my collars tightly in his both hand, dragging me to stand up against the wall!

"YAH!!!" I fought back

"How dare you hurt her that bad! HOW DARE YOU!!!!! "He screamed furiously at my face

"YOU!!!!!!  You know how weak she is!!!!!! You know how much you hurt her till now!!!! You know how much she's SUFFERING!" He said screaming and tears formed in his eyes! I couldn't say anything! I was shocked enough of his action and his reaction; Jonghyun is  about to cry because of a girl! The biggest playboy!! Because ___ ?!!

 I stared at him, he was still holding tightly on my collar; I looked deep in his eyes, I saw love toward ____, I saw care, I saw safety! I saw what I'll never have a chance to give her; I think he really deserves her; he let go of me and hit his fist hard in the wall

 "Jonghyun  ….. " I said softly; my heart was in sharp pain

"I'm sorry …….  I'm sorry for putting her through this pain and putting her life in danger" he looked at me with tears in his eyes

 "I promise ……. I'll never hurt her again!" I said walking away leaving him dumbfounded from my action too; I walked as far as I could; I was hidden behind a building; I couldn't take it and I let my tears fall down

 "I'm l-letting g-go of you ___ ah~  ….. I'm s-sorry but I can't make you h-happy, I h-hurt you and all the p-people around you, I'll j-just g-give up on y-you"

 "I'm really sorry"

____ POV

It was night already; SHINee left, and promised to drop at the morning; Kris Oppa was staying with me and all EXO left for different schedules, he told me to take a rest so I lied down looking outside the window; I was looking at the black sky;

 "Waaah~ so beautiful " I whispered looking at the stars

"I wonder what my star is doing right now" I thought thinking of Lay

 Thinking about LAY a lot now is confusing me, I mean he doesn't even give that care look to me and I love him; I know it will be difficult but I'll never give up on you ….. Lay

I looked at Kris, he was sleeping soundly, on the sofa as he insisted on staying with me

"You look so tired Oppa" I said and got up from my bed; I took the extra blanket in the closet and put it on top of him, I bent down, looking at his tired face

"I heard you Oppa … I heard every single word you said  …..  I'm sorry for making you worried" I whispered and kissed his cheek, tears forming in my eyes

"Thank you Oppa for everything; for staying with me every single moment; for caring about me; for being the older brother I always dreamt to heave; thank you for being my new family; I'm really scared I would lose you one day; I wish I would die before this day comes …" I said and brushed his hair softly; I wiped my tears standing up heading to the window looking again to the black sky 

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Heyy guys :D late update? Sorry x_x; I hope you like it though; and plz anticipate next chapter is one of my fav chaps FULL of Lay and you :D

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