28.05.2012

                “So i ask you once again, do you love me or him?”, He asked me. I looked away when i felt his eyes staring at me. i thought for a while for the answer and then i sighed because i know i didn’t have any answer for that question, why? Because i didn’t know either. “How do i know about that?”, i asked him back. And he smiled at me, and then answered, “i don’t know about you. but everytime i look at you, i can see a hint of love, i don’t know if what i see it’s true but my heart always tell me that it’s true. Because everytime i look at you, i know that i love you”. “the first time i look at you, i know there is something special in you that can make me addict of you. every laugh of you that i adore, every words that came out from your lips, i just couldn’t get you out of my mind”, he continued.

                I looked down, not knowing what to do since i still didn’t know what my heart want. If i thought about it once again from what Hoya told me, I always adore every laugh and every words that came out from Junho oppa’s lips, i enjoyed every moment i spend with him. But i couldn’t get Hoya out of my mind either. I played with my nails like there was something interesting on it, when i felt Hoya stood up. I looked at him who just walked away without saying anything and left me there alone. “what’s wrong with him?”, i asked myself who soon followed him from behind. I kept on following him w