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It has been three years since I have updated this thread. I hope your lives had been better, and that you have all been laughing, smiling and most importantly - enjoying yourself.

an update on what has happened to me since i last updated, aka what's been happening the past three years.
2015-2016: i ended up getting kicked out of my college course due to me not 'passing'. i found it bull. all of my courseworks were distinctions (grade a in america). the only problem i had was catching up with my work experience hours. i was three hours behind. they didn't let me catch up. instead of doing that, they decided to fail me and kick me out. this year was the year that i decided to stop being a lesbian and decided to be pan.
2016-2017: i ended up getting kicked out by my family. that was because i got caught doing the naughty things with my boyfriend at the time.  i was homeless for a while. i was sofa surfing, sleeping at my friends' couches, floors, sometimes on the rooftop of an arcade. it was tough. i went back to working at a nearby theme park. i worked there before, and decided to come back. me and my boyfriend broke up. he chose weed over me then decided to get with my best friend at the time. then after that, i felt like . no home. no family. no boyfriend. nothing. it was tough.
2017-2018: life has been treating me like crap since the last time i updated. i failed college. i was homeless. and now? i'm dating someone new. he's wonderful. he treats me as if i was a child's favourite teddy bear. even though we've had our ups and downs, he is always there for me. we live together, and we are both working. we're immature and petty, but we're also mature and smart with our actions. there's nothing in this world that i would change. even the ty things that had happened in the past, i wouldn't change it. because i wouldn't be the person i am now without it.

 

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the old link does not work anymore, so peaches i created a new link for the forms! feel free to send anything through. as per usual, it is anonymous unless you mention your name/nickname.

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KimJKai19
#1
Chapter 10: Here's another poem by me... >.<
(It's call a butterfly in the wind)

Most would crave for what we have
Others always ignore
But we can't let go can we?
You stand by me through thick and thin,
You hold me together like glue.
If I could describe us as anything it would be
A butterfly in the wind.
KimJKai19
#2
Chapter 9: I can smile
And it hides.
Talk to me about it,
I'll smile as if nothing is wrong.
Hearing the words;
'Useless,
Helpless,
Unwanted.'
Again and again.
I will cry.
In the comfort of the night.


(Don't really wanna justify this... Writing from the heart ya know? I at poems. Plus the story behind this is sad and slightly depressing... :c )
sleepingprince
#3
I was wondering on earth
To search my heart
But the greyness in the sky
Makes me want to be a star
sleepingprince
#4
Hi there :) I was so happen to saw your post and I wanted to show some support . So here are a couple of my self composed poems. I hope that it'l bring positivity and help cheer those in need.

Even if they said that I can't
There is still a part of me
That would want to believe
That I can , I would and I will
Cause I beg to differ
I live for the dream
My epitome of hope
They dont know me
And the pain was probably nothing
I fight only to oppose
So that they cant stop me
I believe
I could be anything I want
I will survive and live
Cause to live is life
17carrot
#5
Chapter 34: well maybe you can make covers, motivational videos, rants yeah anything is okay.

im fine :) how are you?
17carrot
#6
Chapter 25: I've been worried about you because you stopped replying to my messages in Kik. But now I understand the reason. I will always support you, no matter what decision you make :))

I'm fine. As usual but not good at all. Something came up and I'm trying to get over that something. Nevertheless, I am fine :))
17carrot
#7
Chapter 3: I'm beyond glad that I stumbled upon this. And.. thanks for this. It helps me a lot :)