The wind is gusting on my body as I take my body to stand up straight on to the waist level concrete edge. I look up to the clear wide sky above me. I just realize how beautiful the blue color of it. I chuckle at my own thought, how can I realize it if I always been locked up and when I was outside, fear always accompany me.

I inhale my breath deeply to feel the hard wind that keep blowing all over my body and make me a little swaying from my spot. I feel like my thin body is so light even more.

Ahh... So this is the feel to be on the top of 15th level building.

I take my right foot a little closer to the edge and look to the things beneath me. The cars that parked on the hospital's parking lot just like a tiny toy and the people who roam all over it are also so tiny. Some hard laugh heard faintly from some of them, maybe their family got discharged from the hospital. Oh, how I envy them so much.

Stop being a morose Im Yoona. You are just a creature that never deserve to be happy, never deserve to be loved...

I exhale long to remember my only love in my life.

I do this because of my love for you, I do this so you can be free again, free from Im Yoona.

I knew, I never deserve you from the first place.

I am only a pale skinny woman while you are a heavenly gorgeous man.

I am an old fashioned woman who don't know what High-End is while you are someone who only wear something branded and exclusive.

I am a weak woman with weak heart and weak body while you are a healthy 28 years old man who keep his body always shape so that those women can fantasize wildly about you.

We are two different persons who trapped in a marriage of hell.

You deserve to be happy.. You deserve to be happy with the one you love which unfortunately it isn't me.

It never be me.

I'm also tired with all of my life.

The illness that eaten up my body.

The weak heart that never find the brave to speak up.

The hit, the slap, the abuse you did if you are mad to me.

But be at ease my love because I never hate you. I am just so fall in love with you that my heart always find it hard to hate you.

I close my eyes and take a very good deep breath.

'Enough with the talk Im Yoona before somebody come to this rooftop.'

I open my arms wide and with wind that gusting me, I really feel like a bird. I once hoped to be a bird that could fly freely on the wide sky.

Now, I can fulfill my wish.

I lean forward my body to fly away from this life.

Scream of fear started to be heard beneath me.

Now, I will let you go my love, Lee Jonghyun.