Process of Oblivion

Description

Analytical. He has a process, which he sticks to out of muscle memory.

He maintains and pushes forward. Unaware. He strives for Infinite.

Because he'll be with Dongwoo, Woohyunie, Myungsoo, Howonie, Sungyeolie, and Sungjongie until he dies.

And compromising thoughts simply do not occur to him.

 

AUTHOR

'Sup. Don't know if I'll ever write any of this, but if I do this is going to be a series of oneshots about Sunggyu, how much he does and doesn't think about himself and the varying degrees of interest the people around him share for him.

I'd love to take prompts, or you could ask me to write about a specific pairing. I'm pretty positive I'm going to write stories with him and Shindong, Illoon, and Jinho of that Genius program he was on.

This is all in honor of that one guy who has no self esteem, strong convictions, and an undying love for the members of Infinite, and not just the idea of Infinte.

 

Foreword

Fact: 

He doesn't shine.

Not like L when he stares at you, or more so Myungsoo when he smiles with you.

Or Woohyunie when he lets out everything he has held in his lungs into one of his long notes.

Or Sungyeolie when Jungryul hyung finally hands him a script and his eyes are alive again.

Or Dongwoo when he does that geniune giggle of his at the most mundane things.

Or Howonie when he dances when he thinks he's alone and you're standing in the doorway and you can't bring yourself to yell at him because he isn't practicing any of Infinite's routines and he has that look of straight enjoyement smeared across his face.

Or Sungjongie when he doesn't act how they want him to, or how he wants himself to, or how he depends on himself to, and he just talks.

 

So when the camera pans to him for his six seconds  and he blows a kiss with a 'ttak' and continues to adamently explains to the host that the fans react, they react to him. Sunggyu. Not that he shines now, but the problem of not shining has been overcome. 

Not that any of this occurs to him. He notices that Myungsoo shines, notices that he does not and overcomes said problem with a kiss. He doesn't dig any deeper and compare the effervescencent qualities of each member to his own inadequacies. He lies shallow in himself. Sunggyu is in oblivion.

The facts are the facts. Problems need to be surpassed.

 And he needs Infinite to succeed.

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885020
#1
I would love to see this!
ArhitSat
#2
Такая интересная идея...может продолжите ее?
writerofthistory #3
You know what author-nim? A story you want to write shouldn't be influenced by anothers thoughts. You have already written a worthy start. You seem to love Sunggyu just like a fan would, I believe writing about what you see in him is enough. Let inspirits know how much sunggyu loves the members and us. Use your own storyline, your own prompt. You can take as long as you want to update. But when you do it should be all yours. All gyu.
Darkbutterfly
#4
First I love you for doing this.
Seriously Sunggyu gives so much for Infinite, he is so strong for them when he is so insecure, it's amazing. So thank you for pointing out that fact.
Let me hug you *ugly sobbing*
But I think he shines. He shines a lot. Everytime he sings he shines and I can't see anything but him. Everytime he smiles, when his eyes disapear, he shines to me.
As for the prompts (I don't know if I can let several prompts but just in case >.<):
1/Sunggyu always strives and never shows how physically difficult it is for him. But sometimes he cracks and woohyun knows.
2/How Sunggyu felt after the bashing on weeckly idol and how the other made up for that.
3/Sungyeol disturbes Sunggyu because he is unforeseeable and Sunggyu like to keep things Under control.
Just a few ideas if they don't inspire you, it's okay =)
MiniAngel515
#5
Prompt: Dongwoo becomes leader for the day when Sunggyu catches a cold. You don't have to fill it. it's just a suggestion c:
Valerija #6
Wow, that seems to be really interesting :) I really love such emotional fics and your writing style seems to be really great! Wishing you lots of inspiration and waiting for an update <3
Kuroi_28
#7
Hope you update soon!:3
Kuroi_28
#8
Hope you update soon!:3
AlwaysWithGyu
#9
Seems interesting! Hope you update soon! ^^