I took a step ahead, but before I could take another step, Suzy stood up, wipe away her tears and walked away.   I retreated and watched her from behind a tree.   She left the cemetery and I quickly followed behind her. Then she took a bus back home.   But instead of stopping home, she alighted at the stop nearby the coffee shop that we used to go. I quickly jump off the bus and followed her quietly.   Then, she stopped infront of the cafe. She was about to cry again so I went up and meet her.   I made a mental note to myself that I am in Jongin's body so I should treat her like how a Jongin should be.   I cleared my throat and greeted, "Annyeong Suzy."   "Oh, Jongin-ah. Annyeong," she faked a smile.   "I'm sorry, for Sehun," I said, feeling a little bit of awkwardness on my tongue, when I had to be sorry to myself.   "It's okay. I guess, I will have to survive without him," she looked down.   "How are you?" I asked, trying hard as if I don't know anything.   "I am fine, just that, Sehun is gone," she said and I could see water forming in her eyes.   I have three days.   I won't be gone.   "Don't cry, Suzy-ya," I brought her under my embrace as patted her back.   Then I realize that some people are looking at us. But I am in Jongin's body. Of course I have to treat her slightly different.   "Erm, Suzy-ya, I think we should go in," I told her.   "Alright," she looked up and entered the cafe without waiting for me.   She walked through a lot of tables before reaching the last one behind, near the walls.    The table is not our usual seats.   I immediately grabbed her arm and brought her to our usual seats, near the window.   We didn't say anything and just sat down. I can see tears i