Dara's POV

Gulp.

God of the sands. Please. Swallow me right now.

"What the hell on ing earth are you two doing." he said in a eerie calm voice.

"I was looking at her face..." Jaejoong said.

"...with what? Your mouth?" he asked.

"Um... I'll get..umm..going now." Jaejoong said and hurried off.

Jaejoongs got up and left.

Well. Hell.

"And what were you doing missy?" He asked and turned to me.

"um..enjoying the sunset.." I said... looking down at the sand.

"With him?" He asked.

"Um...he just came..and plus he's my best friend" I said in defense.

"Well your "bestfriend" was gonna kiss you" he said making quotation marks in the air.

"So..why do you care?" I asked suddenly feeling angry.

"Because I'm your boyfriend" he said.

"Just for show. We aren't suppose to fall in love or anything" I said.

He went silent for a while.

"Fine. You said that." he said and left.

I stood there feeling like something was ripping outta my chest.

Why..did I say that?

I sat down on the sand...and I my eyes blurred.

Within seconds tears began falling.

I sat starring out to the ocean.

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Hours later.... (some time aorund 5 am)

I wandered the deserted beach.

The summer breeze began to felt cool.

I found a big boulder and climbed on top.

I think I should stay here all night. Not like he's gonna care anyway.

My eyes felt tired but I refused to close them.

I felt myself slipping back...when a someone caught me.

I opened my eyes.

"Ji?" 

"What are you still doing here?" He asked as he helped me up and sat next to me.

"I...I... don't know." I said.

"When I woke up and saw you still haven't came home..did you know how scared I was?" He said in a soft voice.

The insides of me cringed.

"ohh.." i said.

*crickets* *crickets*

"did you really mean it when you said..we werent suppose to fall in love..?" he asked.

"Um..yea." I said..regretting what i justed said.

"Too bad..Im gonna break that rule" he said and leaned in.

My heart did a double take...

7 seconds in heaven.

"Hey...I said...no..no...f-falling in l-love.." I said after we broke apart.

"Really? Dara?" He asked.

"I..." I went speechless.

"Dara.. I love you. Its not for show anymore. I want...this to be real. Please?" He asked.

"I.." I decided to can't and I won't.

I leaned in and kissed him hard.

This was my answer..and I think he got it.

We are for reals now

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