Soundtrack Of My Life
Description
"You've had your fun and games, I loved you...
To you that means so much less…"
You're like a tear in my brand new dress…"
“This is what's left of me...a beautiful mess.”
Hi! I changed the title of the story "Beautiful Mess" but the content is still the same. I wasn't comfortable with it having the same title as others. It completely slipped my mind that I have seen a title like this one before though its a completely different story. Anyway, just to be sure, I thought to change. Since its becoming a collection of more than 1 song fic telling of 1 story, i thought that "Soundtrack of My Life" is more appropriate. Its still the same content though! ^__^
Foreword
I look at myself in the mirror. I tell myself i look all right. This is the first time i'll be seeing him again...after the break up.
Flashback:
"I'm sorry...' I spoke the words, my voice breaking as i suppressed my tears. "I can't be the girl you hoped to be with. And you're right, we will only hurt each other more if this goes on. I felt that we were growing apart as you distanced yourself. You even made up lies about working so that we wouldn't get to see each other."
He just stood there, feeling sorry...for me? I wanted to slap him. I don't need his ing pity!
"I didn't..."
"Save your breath." I stopped him. "I don't need your lies right now. And i don't need your pity."
I smiled, sincere. "I wish you well, Jiyong."
I turned to go and i felt him move so I ran. I kept the tears but i could only do so much. I went out of the building and into the refuge of my car. I have been humiliated enough. I can't show him my tears.
End of flashback
I fixed my short hair in place. The cold city girl...thats how they describe me now.
At one point, they fixed me up to look sweet and I had to play the part. I had commercials to film and interviews to do. I had to put on my happy face.
My mask.
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