Taemin’s P.O.V~~~~~ 2 Weeks Later~~~~~

I sat in the car next to Minho. Although really, sitting was not what I wanted after last night.

Why can’t Minho be more romantic sometimes?

I mean, I love it when he’s rough with me.. But can’t he show me more love sometimes?

He was the one who wanted me to only love him, and he was the one who was violent with my body. You’d think he’d at least try to do something…To keep me with him. But obviously, it was working..

“Hyung give me your hand.” I said

His eyes didn’t leave the road, an expressionless face.

“Why would I want my hand anywhere near yours?” He asked harshly.

Ouch. It’s not like I hadn’t touch him with these hands. Kevin liked to hold my hand in the car…

“I just thought-”

Minho cut me off.

“You don’t think we’re in a relationship do you?”

Did he really just say that?

It’s funny, he sounded serious.

“You do don’t you?”

A loud obnoxious laugh rang in my ears.

“I-I don’t understand…”

“I like hurting you, I like seeing you cry, and most of all I liked ruining your relationship. It told me that I convinced you that you liked to be hurt and that I liked you.”

I felt nothing.

I wish I felt nothing.

My heart rate began to speed up.

“As a matter of fact, get out of my car. I want you to walk home.”

He spoke as if what he had just said were funny.

I looked out the window, then back at him.

“But…Hyung it’s pouring out there. I’ll catch a cold”

The older paid no attention to my words, pulling over to the side of the road.

“Go.” He said.

“H-Hyung…you can’t be serious.” I said in disbelief.

“Oh but I am..”

My eyes began to water..

I didn’t want to cry because I knew now, that Minho liked to see me cry. Why did he do all of this if he didn’t even want me.

He really fooled my heart.

I lost so many things… I lost the one person.

And right now, I knew exactly how he felt…

“Oh and Yuri…I’m ing her now, she knows when it’s not a relationship..”

This hurt. This hurt so bad. And what made it worse was that I couldn’t even ask him anything..

The cold rain greeted my skin as I stepped out of the car.

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I can’t help but think I deserve it.

I deserve to feel cold, and sad..

In the pouring rain, I sat on a bench.

Just to punish myself.

For being stupid.

For being Naïve.

For cheating.

I could have called someone to pick me up…If I didn’t leave my phone in Minho’s car.

Do you remember now Minnie? Do you remember him?

His warmth, his kindness, his patience.

If he were here, I would tell it all. I would say I was sorry, I would kiss his lips, I would tell him I loved him. Anything to erase this.

“Sir?”

I heard a voice through the sound of the rain hitting the pavement.

With tears still streaming down my face, I brought my head out of my knees to the direction of the voice.

“Oh..Taemin?”

Great I’d cried so much everything was blurry, it was impossible to see who it was.

I nodded, sniffing a little.

“Are you okay?” He came closer to me. ”Please don’t cry.”

His voice was so familiar.. Wait.

“Kevin?” I asked

“Yes?”

OMO!!! KEVIN! KEVIN IS HERE? WHEN. WHY. WHO. HOW.

I wiped my eyes.

“Why are you sitting out here, in the rain?” He took off his jacket placing it around my shoulders, leaving his own uncovered. “Aren’t you cold?”

Of course I was cold. Let me be cold Kevin.. Take your warmth elsewhere.

“How did you find me?”  I questioned him.

Kevin pointed to his car parked across the street at the hospital;

“I thought it was you sitting here. So I came to make sure you were okay.”

I did say if I saw him I would tell him I was sorry.. Hear goes nothing.

“I still love you.”

Wrong words Minnie..

He didn’t say anything for a minute.

“You said you didn’t love me..” He said his voice a bit sad.

I apologized grabbing one of his hands in mine.

His once gleaming eyes were now dimmed to the contrast of the night.

He hadn’t smiled once.

I did that to him.

“The night, we broke up..” He began ”I told you that if you came back to me, I would forget it all. I yelled it at the top of my lungs. Do you know why?”

I waited for him to continue.

“Because I wanted you to really hear me, Taemin. I’d committed myself to you, and you wanted Minho, because I wasn’t hurtful toward you.” He let out a small laugh, that almost broke my heart. “How could I hurt something I loved? I tried hard to please you even in the end, when you we’re practically standing at the exit of my heart, I begged for you to stay. So I ask you now.. Are you running back to me, because you found out he doesn’t love you, and I do? Or did you leave him because you couldn’t live without me?”

I couldn’t answer him. It was obviously because I found out Minho didn’t love me, but it was also a lot more than that. I didn’t want to just run back to him. He wasn’t my second choice.. I didn’t know why I did it. But I loved him.

“I don’t know.”

That came out a lot worse than what I wanted to say.

The rain continued to fall on our heads.

“Good bye, Taemin.”

He stood to leave.

I grabbed his hand almost falling to my knees.

“Please!..Please!” I yelled. ” Stay!”

“Now do you feel it? Do you feel like I felt?”

His words were cold, hitting me like icicles.

Was I not going to get him back?

I quickly pushed my lips onto his.

He didn’t kiss me back,

Please don’t be happening.

Please..

I pulled away in sobs.

“Dreams really don’t come true, right Minnie?”

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I typed this on different -_-

Oh well.

Readernim, It took a lot to actually do this to poor Minnie.

But it had to happen.

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