"Hello. My name is Bang Yong Guk. I don’t have an occupation, nor do I have a job. I’m simply something known as a trainee. Even so, I have yet to prove myself eligible for debut. Days have been hard, and my lack of dance skills has finally come to bite me in the back. I struggle to learn simple dance moves, and I struggle to remember simple things. I don’t know why my mind cannot retain it all; but even so, my heart will prove them all that I’m worthy and far more than just a South Korean idol. One day, I will debut. And one day, people’s lives will change because of me. "

When I was younger, I never owned anything such as a diary. That, or I probably forgot completely about it. So why did am I, a twenty year old – almost twenty-one year old—man,  writing in one of these now? I guess I just need somewhere to write everything in…Especially with all of the things happening in my life right now. But, I somewhat feel like I’m just talking to myself. Is that normal?

Anyways, here goes nothing.