Abandon ship, before he sinks
Description
Hyukjae by day,
Eunhyuk by night.
Two very different personalities, in one same body. What happens when you are a dancing machine when the moon rises and an unknown when it sets: You learn a few things and you loose a few things, including you first love, your memories and also yourself. All because he couldn't find himself before it was too late.
Foreword
This was totally not supposed to finish like this, like at all. I want to cry, in some way, because I thought I was having this marvelous fluff ball of a baby and this gets out, this angsty messy ball with a bit of fur. My baby, I miss you already. The idea was it to end with some Haehyuk fluffiness. This does not end that way. Hae is a , a drama queen and I don't like him at all. (In this of course, because Hae is lovely, as far as I can tell)
Is anyone even reading this?Ôô
Anyway, I will do my disclamer, but before I want to know if someone would like for me to try doing the Haehyuk story again?
It was supposed to be two dancers falling in love. One with an ego inflated like the earth (Donghae~~) and the other, this double masked person who lives two lives, one by day and the other by night (Eunhyuk~~~~).[The beginning of the story was doing pretty fine within that story line, but it screwed somewhere in the middle... xD] I'm sorry this turned out like this; it makes me want to cry, not literally, but still! I'll own those tears and cry a river in my dreams, dammit.
Thank you all for reading my stories, it means so much, you have no idea. This story is a bit... Weird. I don't know what tagent my mind went towards, but it's there and I still like it. A bit 'babyish' maybe, I don't know.
Title: Abandon ship, before he sinks. // The title is iffy, but I can't find something better. [; I'm not always that good with titles, damn me. xD
Author: Lemon-Deulop, so me in other words~
Lenght: ~7134 words. My words are growing, making babies and I don't know if that's a good thing.
Raiting: PG-16, maybe. Talk about stuff that may wake up triggers.
Disclamers: I don't even have a house, how can I own people that cost more than a morgage... Non mais...
Warnings: I'm putting it on (M) for these; Many triggers are addressed in this story; suicide, worthlessness, um... Ninja!homophobia, angst (more than usual for me!!), do not contain much Haehyuk, unrequited love, loneliness... Plus the usual: I do not have a proofreader, so all mistakes are mine. If something offends you, talk to me about it and if you feel you need some/a lot of help: there are ressources to help you. Google-fu is your friend.
Oh and there is swearing, cause what's fiction without a bit of swearing. hehe
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