Can you tell me How can one miss what she's never had

How could I reminisce when there is no past

How could I have memories of being happy with you boy

Could someone tell me how can this be

How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened

How could we celebrate a love that's to late

And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared

I miss the love that was almost there

I miss the times that we use to kiss

At least in my dreams Just let me take my time and reminisce

I miss the times that we never had

What happened to us we were almost there

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you

 I cannot believe I let you go

Or what I should say I should've grabbed you up and never let you go

I should've went out with you

I should've made you my boo boy

Yes that's one time I should've broke the rules

I should've went on a date

Should've found a way to escape

Should've turned a almost into If it happened

now its to late

How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel ?