CHAPTER 1: FLASHBACKS

I WOKE UP BRINGING THOSE MEMORIES FROM YESTERDAY THERE'S STILL PAIN IN MY HEART EVEN THOUGH I KNOW I CAN'T GO BACK TO THE TIMES THAT I CAN STILL FIGHT FOR MY LOVE FOR YOU I CAN'T DO ANYTHING BUT CRY BECAUSE I LOVE YOU HOW CAN I PLEASE TELL ME HOW CAN I LET YOU GO WHEN MY HEART AND MIND KEEPS SAYING THAT I LOVE YOU SO

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I HAVE A DATE WITH ____ WHEN MY PHONE RANG AND SAW ____'S MOM NAME ON SCREEN I ANSWER IT
"ANNYEONGHASEYO!" I SAID "DONGHAE I DON'T WANT TO SAY THIS TO YOU BUT PLEASE BREAK UP WITH ____" MRS. HAN SAID I'M STILL SHOCK FROM WHAT SHE SAID "B..BUT WHY?" I ASKED "IT'S FOR ____ OWN GOOD PLEASE JUST BREAK UP WITH YOU AND EVEN THOUGH I KNOW ____ WILL GET HURT PLEASE JUST DO IT" SHE SAID THEN HUNG UP

TEARS RUNS DOWN ON MY CHEEKS I WIPED IT ALL AWAY AND GO TO THE PLACED I SUPPOSED TO GO THAT TIME ____'S MOTHER CALLS

I REACHED THE PARK AND SAW _____ SMILING LIKE AN ANGEL COMES FROM HEAVEN TEARS WANTED TO ESCAPE ON MY EYES BUT I CONTROL IT I DON'T WANT HER TO GET HURT BUT FROM WHAT I'M DOING NOW I KNOW IT'LL PROBABLY HURT HER SO MUCH I FEEL SORRY FOR HER BECAUSE I CAN'T FIGHT FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP

SHE APPROACHED ME "OPPA WHY ARE YOU STILL STANDING THERE COME ON" SHE SAID THEN HELD MY HANDS THEN WE SAT ON THE BENCH "____ I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU" I SAID "WHAT IS IT OPPA?" SHE SAID SMILING "I HAVE TO DO IT EVEN IT KILLS ME INSIDE.... I'M.. SORRY ___ BUT.. I..I HAVE TO BREAK UP WITH YOU" I SAID THEN TEARS RUNS DOWN ON MY CHEEKS

I CAN SEE HER TEARS WANTED TO ESCAPE FROM HER EYES AND I JUST HUG HER "I'M SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU" I WHISPERED TO HER EARS THEN SHE PUSHED ME THEN SHE RUNS AWAY FROM ME I KNEELED DOWN THE GRASS TEARS CONTINUE FLOWING

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AS I REMEMBER THAT DAY TEARS RUNS DOWN ON MY CHEEKS AGAIN I WIPED MY TEARS THEN MY PHONE RANG

IT'S BEEN ONE MONTH SINCE WE BREAK UP BUT I FEEL IT JUST LIKE YESTERDAY

I ANSWER THE CALL "DONGHAE!" MY BEST FRIEND EUNHYUK SHOUT "WHAT IS IT?" I ASKED "____ IS GETTING MARRIED HER MOM INVITED US TO HER WEDDING TOMORROW DO YOU WANNA COME?" HE ASKED ME MY HEART ACHES FIFTY TIMES HURTS THAN EVER TEARS UNCONTROLLABLE FLOWS DOWN "DONGHAE STILL THERE?" EUNHYUK ASKED "N..NE I WILL.. C..COME" I SAID THEN I HUNG UP