Zelo. 

 

Where am I? It's so cold and so warm, how can that be? It's so dark, am I lying down or am I standing? I can't tell, my throats so dry but I have so much saliva I think I might choke. Nothing is making sense at all. Am I dead? 

 

"You are."

 

The dark space was dimly illuminated. A ghostly figure neither man nor woman hovered above the ground before me. It had just a pinch in it's face that outlined the shape of it's nose, it had no eyes instead it had holes were the eyes were meant to be and bright, white light shone through them. When it spoke a hole opened in its face where a mouth was meant to be with no visible tongue or teeth. It's voice was not anything close to a man or a woman, it was eerie, it's voice echoed over and over again with each word it spoke. What looked like hair trailed down from it's face; slowly fading away at the ends like the light of a torch. It wore a cloak like dress and in it's hands it held a gold book. The thing was completely white and gave off a golden glow. 

 

"I'm dead?" I asked; my voice cracked at the end. 

 

"You are a soul, while we speak your body rots away."

 

I felt numb, like I couldn't feel the emotion. I wanted to scream but as I processed this information I felt unbelievable pain choking me. 

 

"You cannot pass to the afterlife for you have not fulfilled your purpose, you can chose to let go of your purpose and move on to the afterlife or you can wander in the mortal world as a ghost until you are ready to move on." 

 

I started at the being; confused. 

 

"Purpose? What do you mean?" I asked it. 

 

"Your purpose is your reason for living." 

 

"What is my purpose?" I replied. 

 

"Only you know your purpose."  

 

I looked away; deep in thought. 

 

"What do you choose to do?" It asked me. 

 

"I choose to wander," I replied shakily. 

 

"So be it." 

 

There was a loud bam and colours and blurs swirled before me. I closed my eyes, I was getting dizzy and pain pulsed through my head. When I felt stable when the swirling stopped I opened my eyes. I could see the sky above me crowded with clouds and trees reaching upwards. I was lying down. I slowly sat up and looked at myself. I was transparent, I could nearly see through myself. I looked around. I was in the middle of the woods, blood splatters were surrounding were I sat.

 

That was my blood.  

 

This is where I died. 

 

I got up off the ground. I wanted away from here as soon as possible. I ran, but I was not running; I was floating. Everything flew past me in seconds and I stopped to see what was going on before me

 

I walked over. Hyungs were lined up at the side of the coffin. YongGuk's eyes were red and puffy and Hanuel noona was patting his back with her arms around him. Tears that had built up in her eyes slipped down her cheeks. YongGuk embraced her; letting her cry on his shoulder. JongUp raised a hand up to his mouth as he sniffled, tears soon fell from his eyes. Youngjae patted his back but couldn't say anything as he choked up and broke down in tears. Daehyun stared at the ground with clenched fists as silent tears slipped out o his eyes and pummelled to the ground. Himchan stumbled towards the coffin and held a cold hand. 

 

No. 

 

He sobbed and clenched the hand tightly. 

 

No, it can't be. 

 

The others walked forward to the coffin. 

 

"JunHong-ah," He sobbed. 

 

That's me. 

 

I staggered over to the coffin and loomed over. My body lay there; frozen. No, I'm here I chose to wander doesn't that mean I get to be alive again till I fulfilled my purpose?!

 

"No! NO!" I cried out. 

 

They didn't respond; they couldn't see nor hear me. I felt an aching pain in my chest. I tore my eyes away from the scene and trudged away. 

 

 

 

 

 

He mindlessly walked far away from his former home, the place  where his friends were, where he was safe... 

 

Where he had died. 

 

He unknowingly walked miles and miles. Little did he know, this long journey was part of fufilling his purpose. 

 

 

Poster; Luckybead Designs 

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/505520/luckybead-designs-graphics-poster-shop-postershop-graphicshop-designs 

 

Prequel (YongGukxOc); http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/143956/you-re-kidding-right-romance-soulmate-werewolves-yongguk-bapband-bap-werewolf