Regret
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He was sitting on the edge of the rail at the rooftop of the building, as the cool wind gushed through his skin, shivers ran down his spine. With his head hanging low, droplets of water seem to fall on his lap. His breath; hitching, his sniffs; muffled, he was crying. A small creak could be heard behind him, as the door opened, he immediately lifted his arms and wiped his tears. So many emotions were blended and bottled up inside that he couldn't even help but breakdown. "Kyungsoo-yah, how long have you been here? Everyone's waiting for you downstairs, you better go down, I don't want to get into trouble because of you..." she said. She was about to leave, but he spoke,"The day after tomorrow is our wedding day, you still have time left, Jinhee-yah, you still have 48 hours left to pack your stuff, leave the mansion and live your life the way you want, to be with who you want. You can leave me if you want, I won't stop you. If you're 10 minutes late at our wedding day, I'll take that as a forever goodbye, and if you appear, I hope ou won't regret you choice, Jinhee-yah, that day will be the day where we will be one..." He said, his voice hoarse, yet husky. "What are you talking about?" She asked, totally confused about the whole situation, "It's your choice, Jinhee-yah, if you want to be with me or not, it's up to you." he jumped off the rail and finally faced her, but she thought it was a wrong movement, realization hit her; hard, because the moment she saw his face, guilt flashed up through her body. He cried, he cried because of her, because of her actions, she mistreated him, he took care of her, comforted her, helped her, and yet, she was a bastard in disguise. She avoided him, she ignored him, he.... he suffered. He suffered way too much, just to catch her attention, and yet, she ignored all of those. She only lost her trance when a tear managed to escape her eyes and Kungsoo wiped them with his thumb, "Don't cry now, Jinhee-yah, save those tears, there's a lot more obstacles too approach before you can feel exhaustion and pain to finally break down," his voice trembled and a tear slipped on is cheek. "But whatever you do, whoever you meet, wherever you go, and whenever you're ready or not, always remember..." his voice is now failing him and a tear slips after tear, he doesn't know if she'll ever appear on their wedding day, so better not lose the opportunity, "That I always love you. Loved you, loves you and will love you, always." with that he walked through the door and completely left. "I'm so sorry, Kyungsoo-yah... I'm very, very sorry..." Her body and mind full of guilt and regret, mixed up emotions and feelings of anger, hate, guilt, regret, sadness, and every single negative feelings. She can't help it anymore, for every word he said, it feels like the stab on her heart gets deeper and deeper if it's ever more possible. It stung like heated iron, it burns like flames, it's just purely painful. There's nothing much to do but to breakdown and cry all of your feelings out though...
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CHARACTERS:
Do Kyungsoo(D.O)
- He cares a lot about you, he's your bestfriend, he's like the brother that you never had, he's very over protective of you, he calls you from time to time; asking where you are, have you eaten, how are you and the list goes on. He's your mother in disguise, until something unexpected came, everything went all wrong.
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