One more week.

One more week to spend with my precious angel.

Leeteuk would be leaving for his military service and there was nothing I could do about it. I won't lie, the moment I heard those dreadful words pass manager-hyung's lips, I let my anger get the best of me. Of course I didn't do anything to manager-hyung, I just punched the wall a few times and kicked some things. The other members tried calming me down, but only Leeteuk's voice truely reached my ears.

After that, I entered my room and left everyone alone the rest of the day. After I finally came back from my own service, I had to sit back and watch as the one person I cared about more than life itself had to leave. If this was the company's way of making me pay for my past mistakes then they definately had chosen the worst punishment possible. I cried that day, not able to stop the tears from flowing. I didn't care if anyone came in and saw me.

It's alright to show some weakness every now and then right?

I continued to cry even after Leeteuk entered the room and laid next to me. He gently held my hand and stayed quiet as I cried. No words needed to be spoken at that moment. I just needed to know that he was there with me at the moment, to know that he wasn't leaving me just yet.

With the time I had left, I tried to spend as much time with my angel as I could. Unfortunately that was a bit hard thanks to our schedules. Still we did the best we could with the time we got. Now with only one week left, I was even more determined to stay by my angel's side. When manager-hyung told Leeteuk and I that we could have this week to ourselves I was ecstatic. I could tell that Leeteuk was too as I saw that adorable, dimpled smile that I loved.

When we were left alone, I quickly embraced Leeteuk tightly and hid my face in his shoulder. I could feel his arms wrap around me as well. I wouldn't have minded if we stayed in that position the rest of the day or even if time just froze. At least I could hold him in my arms forever if that happened. Eventually we did pull away from each other, ready to spend time with one another.

We didn't do much on the first day, mostly staying in the dorm and cuddling on the couch and watching movies. The other members had left us alone, knowing that this was important not only to me but also to our hardworking leader. That night we fell asleep on the couch, with Leeteuk's head resting on my shoulder and my head resting on top of his. The second day went pretty much the same way. Tonight was different though, I had taken my lover out to dinner. I could see that Leeteuk was getting stressed out with each day his enlistment drew closer. I tried to distract him the best I could but  it only somewhat worked. That was why I took him out; he needed to get out of the dorms and enjoy some fresh air. After our dinner was finished, we walked around with our hands entwined. At that moment, we hadn't cared if anyone saw us. We were in our own world and no one could tear us out of it.

When we got back home we went straight to my room. We changed into more comfortable clothes and sat on the bed. I could still see how tense he was, so I decided to give him a massage. He tried to decline my offer but I wouldn't take no for an answer. I knew he was trying to be strong for me but he didn't need to do that. If anything I wanted to him to break down, to show me how he really felt, to let everything out at once. I waited for him to turn around before I started the massage.

As I massaged his shoulders and slowly moved down to his back, I couldn't help but smile at the small sighs he let out. At least I was letting out some of the tension in his body. He leaned back into my touch and I couldn't help but plant a small kiss on his neck. He lauughed a little before asking me "What was that for?"

"I couldn't resist. You're too cute right now." I heard him scoff before letting out another chuckle. A few minutes later, I stopped massaing him and pulled him into a small hug. "Let's go to bed" I said softly in his ear. He only responded with a nod before movng away  so he could lay on the bed. I quickly folloed suit after turning off the lights. Once I was comfortable, I felt Leeteuk scoot closer to me and I couldn't help but smile. I pulled him closer and rested my head on top of his, taking in the scent of his hair. I was going to miss his hair when he had to cut to it off, I was also going to miss the snady blonde color. Sure I liked his hair black but not as much as I like his sandy blonde or his dark brown hair.

"Youngwoon" I heard him say. We usually didn't use each other's real names unless we were serious about something. I hummed in response, waiting for him to say what was on his mind. "What's bothering you? And don't even try to lie. I'll be able to tell if you're telling the truth or not."

I sighed when I heard that. I should have known he wouldfigure me out. He his our leader after all. Should I tell him what's been bugging me? He probaly already knew that I was upset about his enlistment, but he didn't know about the other things that occupied my mind. I sighed once again before answering him.

"I just came back from enlisting and the moment that I thought that I could finally hold you in my arms again for a while, I suddenly find out that you have to leave."

"I had to go at some point" he responded.

"I know. However, I can't help but think that SM is getting back at me for what I did by sending you away from me." I could feel his eyes on me now but I couldn't look at him. I still felt ashamed, even though I had done the thing and turned myself in, I'm sure I let a lot of people down. I let the company down, I let our fans down, I let the other members down, but most of all I let my angel down an dit pained me to think that SM was using my lover to officially get back at me.

I suddenly felt small kisses all over my neck and slowly move up to my face. I glanced down and noticed Leeteuk smiling at me as he pulled away. He cupped my cheeks with one of his hands. "I'm sure the company isn't that petty Youngwoon. They've forgiven you at this point. Besides you did the responsible thing, not many people would do that," he gave me a small peck on the lips, "I know it will be hard being separated again but please try to hold on. I'm sure we'll still keep in contact in some way. I need you to be strong Youngwoon."

Another sigh came out of my mouth but I couldn't help but smile. "I'll do my best." I kissed his forehead before pulling him closer again. "Now get to sleep. I'm sure we'll be out and about tomorrow doing who knows what." I heard him laugh softly before nuzzling his face into my neck.

"Saranghae Kangin."

"Saranghae Leeteuk."

Two more years.

I have to go two more years without moments like this.

But I'll stay strong for you.

I'll miss you my angel and I'll always be thinking of you.

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I am just going to say this now. It is 4 in the morning so if nothing makes sense and if there are a bunch of errors I am sorry.  I'm falling asleep and kind of not paying attention to what I'm doing (Hence why the story was posted before I even finished it!!!!!!) Anyway I should get sleep now. Good night.