Hoya's POV

I pulled away from the kiss a bit confused I wanted to hide my secret as much as posibale 

"H-Hyung im not gay" I said bitng my lip my heart sunk when I said that I knew I fell in love with him 

He looked at me a bit shocked "Th-then why did you kiss me when I asked you too?" He asked 

I blinked and shook my head "I only did that because you asked me to I-it didnt mean anything" I said a lump forming in my throat 

He turned to look at the TV "Im not gay either I was just seeing what it was to kiss a man" He said I could tell he was sad I could hear it in his voice 

I sighed looking down not wanting to look at his plum pink lips again for the night "Want pizza ill order if your hungry" I asked standing up walking to the phone.

He nodded smiling I looked away so I couldnt see it but my heart was hurting from my lie I sighed and called for the pizza 

"Mmm what kind do you like hyung?" I asked looking at him 

"Meat Lovers please" He replid back I nodded ordering two of them 

When i hung up from the phone I went to the guest room getting the bed and everything else ready for him to stay I walked out the room seeing he wasnt there no more 

"Hyung!" I called for him seeing shadows in my room I walked in there he was holding one of my photos 

"Y-yah dont look at those" I said taking it seeing it was one of them with me kissing another man I looked back up at him biting my lip looking in his shocked eyes 

"I-I thought you wernt gay" He said studdering a bit I sat the photo down sighing 

"Im not ok just go back to the living room please" I said he shook his head

"Ani I want to know now are you gay or not?!" He yelled slightly still in shock 

I bit my lip starting to go out the door when he closed it grabbing me by the collar and pushed me against the door

"Tell me right now" he said looking me in the eye I knew he would find out sooner or later

"Y-yes im gay...." I said closing my eyes expecing to be punched

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SO that was my update 

still not my surprise tho so look forword to it