May 11 1982, a Canadian baby was born and named Cory Allan Michael Monteith.

Some people may know him as Finn Hudson in television series, Glee.

Well, for a start.

He inspired me soo much since 2009 till now.

And it just sad to hear my favorite artist died.

Some people says that Its stupid to mourn some actor

For us, Gleeks, he is not just an actor.

He's a friend, an idol to whole kids out there who watched Glee.

He played an important role in Glee, he gave so much advices to kids out there.

As you can see, Glee is kinda like the real situation in our high school lives.

, bullying, population, etc.

In Glee, he tried his best to be himself as Finn, didn't know he had the talent even though he can't dance.

Yes, for those who know Glee but didn't watch Glee, maybe they said something like that.

But for me, he is more than an actor, for us Gleeks.

He even done so many charity(correct me if I'm wrong) to so many unfortunate people.

So please, respect to how people mourn on an idol whom they loved so much.

How about this..

Try to imagine your favorite idol found dead in the hotel.

How do you react about his sudden death?

That is how we, all Gleeks react.

And I might say, when I heard Michael Jackson's death, Amy Winehouse's death, I don't feel a thing.

But now I understand so much on how people reacts on their death.

So please, please, respect.

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And here's my few words to my first adored idol...

To dearest Mr Cory Monteith...

Back then, I didn't know you at all.

You were in Supernatural, Smallville.

But sadly, I was way to young back then and I didn't even notice you.

Thank to the Glee producer, Ryan Murphy, I get to know you in 2009.

When the first time I saw you, I thought you were awkward man in Glee and didn't want to follow your own step.

As you played the role Finn Hudson, yes, it's your job to be very lack of self confidence and everything.

I liked that, I like your acting.

Then comes the part where you were singing in the shower.

You were singing 'Can't fight this feeling'

I was astonished by your singing, your voice.

I just fell in love with the most perfect person in the whole world.

After the first episode, I just fell in love with all of you guys.

I downloaded so many pictures of Glee, about like 1000 photos in my computer before.

But most of them were you you you.. with the Glee cast.

And I posted this in tumblr too, pretty legit right Cory?

I know, Cory is a busy man back then, with Glee and everything.

But back then, I really hoped he read this post, this noob post, this fan girling post.

And you know Cory.

I made a promise for you back then too...

But then when I heard the tragic news..

I was heart broken, devastated, sad.

How I wish I'm rich right now,

So that I can fly to Los Angeles just to meet you...

But then I realized that.

I can't fulfill the promise and that just sad.

But if you still alive right now,

I can imagine myself meeting you 20 years in the future you know.

Taking selfpics together, talking and even become friends.

But then, you were gone too soon. too soon for me to meet you Mr Monteith.

Since we were so much far apart, all I ever wish was to see you happy because we're just stranger.

Seeing you happy and lovey dovey with Lea made me happy and I will always forever ship Monchele.

Right now, I heard that both of you were about to get married and have kids together but you just can't

Because you already became an angle in Heaven.

An angel that inspired all of us, an angel that helped billion kids out there.

I really hope you can watch us from above, watch Lea, your family, your friends and your fans.

Because that is what MJ is doing, Whitney is doing.

That is what everyone who deceased people do, watching their loved one from above.

And Mr Cory Allan Michael Monteith...

I haven't said my promise right?

I made this after you left us all...

I promised myself to always love you and keep you in my heart for eternity.

Because Gleek was my first fandom, you were the one that I fell in love with after I knew K-pop.

So, thanks for exist in my life.

Without you too, I wouldn't be crazy about Glee.

It must be a wonderful journey right Cory?

And Cory..

You will always be missed and remembered.

I really hoped you read this Cory..

Because it's been 3 days you left us.

And I cried so much after you left.

But you gave us this..

I cried for the second time..

Then the third time which was today..

Because I still can't believe you left us all.

You left us forever.

It was too sudden Cory.

But you didn't die right? You took the midnight train going anywhere

And whenever there's thunder Cory, I will be remembering you because you love drumming and that will shows that you playing drum up there.

Never knew this would happen Cory..

So here I am..

Will always remembering you, even with tears Cory.

You will always be missed and remembered.

Rest in peace Cory Allan Michael Monteith.

And to Gleeks out there..

And group hug for all Gleeks out there, man woman gay straight lesbian everything, I will hug you because we all have the same heart.

Which beats as one.

-F.I.N-